User talk:Cantdance-wontsing

one of the things religion was supposed to do was comfort us in a poorly understood world, but by the time i came along it seemed more a more a tool for this and that sector to consolidate their power and then lash out with all they possibly could ... 'what about me' i would ask over and over again, (what about my fears, my doubts - where do i fit ??), and the answer comes back 'do this little thing for a greater we first' ;

maybe what we have been seeing isn't religion at all / simply some sort of means test disguised as good

of all the places i thought god might be lurking, it was always a peaceful setting off in some unused place - a walled garden which has seen little activity since grand dad was a young man, a cemetery from that time period forgotten in today's world, anyplace really where the past might have a chance to rise up and challenge today's poor version of events.

the sad part is i know that i'll never get any closer to the truth, but (in a way) this opens a new door for me - a door through which i can peek through and wonder and ask questions / and in my poor manor, be as rude as i can possibly be.

supposing we got it wrong / that any religion which raises an army and councils 'first go out and do harm' is not on the side of the angels at all- supposing (since around 300 A D) we Christians have been following another voice entirely - a voice of general destruction, and one which never once regarding this earth as the fortunate shelf it indeed was / in truth, had to be ??

all questions to ponder off in those little (disused) Florida gardens, providing i again get the chance