User talk:Carol forrister/sandbox

BELIEVE IT OR NOT I CONTACTED MERLIN
A few years ago I read a book called Archangels And Ascended Masters by Doreen Virtue. There was a page called invoking Merlin. I used it. At first nothing happened. As it said in the book if you are not ready to work with him he will send somebody else to help you. Sure enough, in practically no time everywhere I looked there was a reference to Saint Germain. To many to be a coincidence. I thought to myself, this must be it. I started reading up on him and this led to an interest in theosophy. I read pretty much nothing but these two subject for a little over six months. Then one day, just as I was about to read, I felt a presence to my left and above me. I new it was Merlin. He began to guide me towards other things. Eventually I started using TM to contact him directly. It worked!!!! Truthfully, I do not know what is going on. He is either real or he isn't. I'll say this. The types of experiences I have been having are definitely out of the ordinary. My best theory - I have created some type of thoughtform which is obviously getting stronger. A sort of Alexandra David Neal scenario. If you do not believe me I invite you to try it for yourself. Go into meditation and just chant his name. Or any name of any entity you wish to contact. See what happens. By the way I do not suffer now nor ever from hallucinations or delusions. I belive all of this is real. I just do not know what it is.