User talk:Corrinne

I lay in bed which felt so unfair as it was still light outside but my parents were sticklers for routing. I kneeled on my bed and watche my Parents talk to the neighbors and some of the older childres were still playing. It felst so unfair. I lay down and iniveitable the tears came, the awful feeling....dread lonliless isolation and wishing that I could be like other people but I just did not feel like i fitted in. I'm an army bratt and we traveled all the time. I have three brothers one who is about 13 months older and two others aged about 5 and 11/2. The two older boys shared a room and I was stuck with the baby. I am 8 or there abouts. We were each born in differant Sebastian the oldest was born in the Carolina's I was born in Germany and Martin was born in Oklahoma and the youngest joey was born in Hiwihi We were living in Colarado within in view of Pike's Peak but it was a very confusing time for me. I felt that I hardly saw my Mother she was sick a great deal and often hospitalized. What struck me as an adult is that my mother voluntered at a boys remedial ranch for children at risk so she must have been around! The crux of the matter was I felt alone, I did not make freinds, the teachers that that I was lazy but in truth I was bored. I could skip through the reading assignment Math was a monster and to this day it makes no sense to me It came to pass that due to my mothers sickness it was time to move on. My father got two choices Vietnam or thuly Greenland Tuly one, families could not go so as my Mum is a brit off we went to stay with my grandparents in LOndon, I was so excited maybee finaly I would fit in