User talk:EstySharon

hey sharonnnn i check this almost every day but since u ahvent written anything new like u promised i keep not writing.. but now im in a dilemma.. i am going to be back with yair when i get home.. i know i will and im happy about it right now and so okay with the fact that i may later decide i just dont want it. but for now things are perfect so i dont want to lose it u know? but the problem is im so damn horny.. and with 6 days left i really should just beable to wait, ive made it this far being practically celebate! but i really want to hook up with dorian, my best guy friend here, even though he sucks at life sometimes. but im attracted to him, have been having some weird dreams.. the thing is, i know i def could hook up with him and tomorrow night is the ambassadors ball so we are all gunna be so smashed! plus thgere has been some sexual tension.. omg the other night he was online and he has a web cam so i IMed yair and we were both tlaking to Yair.. and then at one point i squeezed me and dorians faces together like friendily, and the idiot kissed me!! i dont know how but yair didnt see it which is greattttt hehe but how funny like right htere on camer! anyway the other question is, so even if i hook up with him.. do i sleep with him? it probably wouldnt get to that, but i really want to do it, and i would like to have sex with smeone else.. i also need to see how good he is at other things first obviously see if hes ellegible to enter my garden, but lets say all things say yes.. what do i do?!?! the truth is everything with yair is so perfect i woudlnt want it to change anything, then again i also have that other half of me that doesnt want to limit myself even if things with him are great. what do u think? this is kinda just fun to tlak about.. hopefully osmething will happen though. miss you

umm so u havent even responde dbut i thought i should elt u know i just got out of the showrr, its like 2 something am here.. i just had a foursome! so not only did i hook up with dorian, i hooked up with his friend eric and this girl i really like named megan!! jesus sharony where r u so i can call u right now? i didnt have sex with them but basically everything else happened with al of them, except i only gaave dprian head.. it was all weir dhow it started, and it was fun at first, but after like 5 minutesi was over it it was weird. anyway time for bed. ENJOY!