User talk:Imaus citizen

my name is David, I lived in Saginaw Michigan for 15 years. Since moving here Ive Have seen so many people die here, by the gun; even babies are being killed. two in the last two days.I was shot myself in 2002.for this to be a small town, I HAVE lost alot of friends these last few years. There was a police officer named khoon who told me he didnt care if we blacks killed each other,that if he were me i better protect myself. of course i did not want to die I did what he said, my ex-wife which at the time i was letting her go. so i got up from the hospital bed & left the hospital bleeding, then stop by police thrown into jail for ccw. which i had regester with local law enforcement.the judge was a good guy thank god. but my lawyer took money under the table at tim hortons, by me not knowing the law i gave him the money I ask wheres my proof i paid you he then wrote it on the back of his card. its been hard even hard in ALABAMA. I ONE BROTHER IN 84 RAN OVER BY A ALABAMA STATE TROOPER WHILE HE ROD HIS BIKE HE WAS 11 BROKE EVERY BONE IN HIS BODY HE STAYED ON LIFE SUPPORT 7 DAYS WILLIE EARL CONNER they gave us no head stone so hes lost until the lord comes back.my brother Danny J CONNER WAS SHOT left in a abandon house for five hours Police there did not help my brother & I had to find out who did it,that guy got convicted for murder.MY brother Terry WAS KILLED when after been hit in the head put in the back seat, will big lou & breed jumped out of the car ran it into a rail split the car in have cutting both legs off burned his body in the car,I had to go identify his body. Tuscaloosa ALABAMA. COME TO MICHIGAN TO GET AWAY from all of that,LAST nite some one shot a hole in my wall,its getting bad here ,But there still Good people here. unemployment is hi.I was denied my unemployment,went to court they found in my favor, but i havent gotten payment since march i have a wife that I love very much we have taken kids out of foster care we love them very much I watch these kids born. but cant see my own child whom a I love so much. Ive been going threw the F.O.C SINCE 2000 SHE HAS NEVER SPENT THE NITE I ONLY SEE HER WHEN HER MOTHER PERMITS EVEN THOUGH THERE IS A COURT ORDER.I STILL PRAY EVERY DAY.BECAUSE I HAVE NO MONEY LAWYERS WONT HELP. BUT I WONT GIVE UP BECAUSE GOD WILL SEE ME THROUGH. THERE WAS 9 YEAR OLD CHILD SHOT RIGHT NEXT DOOR TO HER HOUSE I HAVE NOT TALK TO HER OR SEEN HER I CRY SOME TIMES BECAUSE OF IT. I HAVE A COURT DAY OCT 5 2009.WE all live in fear here in SAGINAW SO MANY SHOOTING THIS WEEK A 6 MONTH OLD BABY IS CLINGING TO LIFE.I PRAY THE BABY MAKES IT.AS FOR THAT LAWYER I HAD HE'S IN PRISON FOR RAPE, DRUG. LYING TO I.R.S BUT HE LEFT ME IN A MESS HE EVEN HAD THE GUN THEY TOOK FROM WHICH HE HAD ME TO MEET HIM AT THE POLICE STATION WITH  IT  SO HE COULD GIVE IT TO POLICE. MY RECORD HAS STAINED WHEN I WAS TRYING TO DO THE RIGHT THING HE WAS MY LAWYER HE TOLD ME TO BRING IT TO HIM BUT HE DIDNT TELL THEM THAT,CAUSE OTHER WISE I WOULD HAVE NEVER HAD A BAD RECORD.NOW IM TREATED LIKE CRIMINAL.ONLY GOD KNOW THE TRUTH.BUT NOW IS WHEN THE TRUTH SHOULD BE SHOW IVE BEEN SWEPT UNDER THE CARPET. MY EX-EMPLOYER LIED UNDER OATH.UNEMPLOYMENT MADE MISTAKES BECAUSE OF THE MARVIN SYSTEM BREAK DOWN.I HAVE PROVEN EVERYTHING ON MY PART BUT BEING TREAD AS IF I HAVE NO RIGHT AS A HUMAN BEING I WOULD UNDERSTAND IF BROKE LAWS BUT I DIDNT IM JUST BROKE & DISABLED WHY?