User talk:Infidelhugger69

Things i like:
Bio-chem: 3-Quinuclidinyl benzilate -- drug tested on american soldiers unknowingly, dissociative drug. Chromophore   -- section of a molecule that determines colour. Controlled Drugs and Substances Act -- what is/isnt illegal in Canada. Edgewood Arsenal experiments -- Drugs such as BZ,PCP,Scopolamine, THC and LSD tested on soldier and civilians. Hallucinogen -- latin for "manifest mind". list of drugs and their intersting effects. Ichthyoallyeinotoxism -- fish poisoning resulting in LSD like expereiences. MPTP -- A parkisons inducing neurotoxin, made in the faulty production of an opoid drug. tryna get high but then you get parkinsons. Neuromodulation -- Neurotransmitters that affect whole brain pathways, seretonin,doapamine,GABA,noradrenaline. Oxytocin -- hormone involved in feelings of love, romance and empathy, also used in lots of bio-processes.

Brain and Mind: Altered state of consciousness   -- not just drugs make you feel different. Ataraxia    -- lack of caring about anything. Big Five personality traits -- supposedly able to tell your personality type. Classification of mental disorders   -- classes of mental disorders, developmental, emotional, genetic ect. Closed-eye hallucination   -- from fuzz to seeing full shapes and fractals, also about psychedelics. Dhyāna in Buddhism  -- meditation and self realization. Ego death -- No me, just the world. OBJECTIVITY. Eight-circuit model of consciousness -- robert antons model of human personality. Enlightenment (spiritual) -- The goal. Seeing thru gods eyes. Flammarion engraving -- a piece of art showing a man looking out into the unknown, capturing the essence of alchemy. Flow (psychology) -- a state of intense involvement in your activity you forget about secondary issues. General semantics -- understanding the world through objectivity and actuality. Hard problem of consciousness -- how does counciousness arise from chemical reactions? where does subjectivity arise from? Histrionic personality disorder -- being loud, outgoing and boisterous is possibly a mental disorder. Hypnosis -- an altered state of deep relaxation, is it real or not? List of cognitive biases -- subjectivity and ego altering thought, opposite of objectivity List of unsolved problems in neuroscience -- Problems to solve in neurology; consciousness,language and disease Mind -- everything that we perceive, live and think. How it works? what is the world without our perceiving of it. Neuroscience of free will -- Do we have free will or is an illusion?

Conspiracy and world: Bilderberg Group   --secret meeting of pres, ceos and kings. supposedly to run the world, but who knows??! Canada   -- good to know about where I live. Dyatlov Pass incident -- unexplained deaths, some hypothesize nuclear testing? Human -- what our species is, our history and patterns. Human Rights Record of the United States -- america is responsible for travesties too. Japanese aesthetics -- japanese art style. Libertarianism -- less utopian then anarchism, greater freedom then democracy. Monsanto -- evil GMO producing seed and pesticides (DDT) and herbicides (agent orange), connections to US gov. Nimbin, New South Wales -- funny medieval new age city. Nuwaubian Nation -- Black power, weird religion with elements of ancient egyptian magic and mars cloning.

religion and Mysticism: Aboriginal peoples in Canada -- interesting religious practices. Afro-American religion    -- voodo and weird practices. Aleister Crowley     -- black magic and occult, started order of thelema. Ancient literature     -- ancient folktales and mythology. Anuloma pranayama    --  meditation breath excersizes prescribed by Robert anton wilson. Aztec mythology   --  gods and human sacrifice. Buddhism and sexuality  -- sexuality is duhkka, duhkka is suffering. Criticism of religion -- is it good or dogmatic? Criticism of the Bible -- funny book it is. Discordianism  -- a silly religion, its kinda funny sometimes. maybe i can learn from it. Four Noble Truths -- duhka is life, life is suffering, now disattach from these feelings. George Gurdjieff -- white magic, become actualized and reaching higher consciousness. Grimoire -- magic texts of spells, demons and divination, jewish magic is prominent. Kali -- God of time and death, holds krishnas head and her blood makes a new copy. New Atheism -- A response to Dogma and indoctrination, logic replacing gods. Nihilism -- life has no inherent meaning, so make your own. Noble Eightfold Path  -- how to become a Buddhist, and reach samasara.

Geniuses and people of interest: Bryan Lewis Saunders  -- took drugs, then drew self portraits. Carl Jung  -- Psychotherapy with drugs and symbols as forms of knowing oneself. Christopher McCandless   -- accepted to ivy league but instead moved to north alaska and died alone, thoreau fan. David Choe   -- great artist, hitchhiker, millionaire, hooligan and all around cool guy.except he found jesus. Douglas Hofstadter -- writer on conciousness, godel, strangeloops and fractals. interesting stuff. E. O. Wilson -- world expert on ants. Emma Goldman -- anarchist and Canadian badass. Friedrich Nietzsche -- god is dead, and becoming the ubermensch, nihlism to englightment. Joaquín Guzmán Loera -- El Chapo, mexican cartel lord, recently arrested. Jón Gnarr -- crossdressing, retard who become mayor of Reyjkavik, funny and cool guy. Ludwig Wittgenstein -- Bertrand Russel called him the archetypal genius. wrote books on logic.

Gutter lifestyle: Anal Cunt -- most offensive and rude group, also make black noise music (kinda soothing). Beat Generation  -- good for nothing lazy druggy post war experimenters, starting hippy gen. Freeganism -- dumpster diving and squatting. GG Allin -- the punk jesus, shit and fucked on stage, mentally retarted. Neo-völkisch movements -- Nazism and satan, black magic and neopaganism.

Cool stuff: Dark Side of the Rainbow  -- interesting coincidence i should test one day. Eight Immortals -- karate masters with different personas and superpowers.

Misc: Cannibalism   -- its like eating another person, whoa dude. Flirting -- another interest. Nicolas Chamfort -- tried shooting himself, then tried stabbing himself, died 1 full year later.