User talk:James Nicholas DiMeo Jr.

Hi,My Name is James Nicholas DiMeo Jr.The funny thing is that through out my life I have alway's used the small (eo) in my name. Then as I visted my Grandparents grave I noticed that the (EO) was capitalized? and they are not here to ask why, Anyway we will leave it as is until I can find out. Look I am writing this so I can hopefully clear somethings up and live out the rest of my life as productive and happy so I can be a benefit to others like it was prior to a spinal cord injury that has been since 10/04/of 1998. I was living a pretty wrought life up until 2 years ago because of my physical limitaions that could be really rough on a persons state of mind because with pain there is nothing else you can think about or even do esspesically when your alone but when I new over the years I had some communation problems. Lets put it this way as a child I would be told Jimmy you are talking itailan meaning get your point across,But I thought I was here it comes to find out I have this attenion disorder and hyperactivity because when it came to phsyical work ah evryone loved me when they didn't have to deal with other than that, I was alway's asking my mother come one lets talk a minute and they were alway's telling me to calm down, I rememeber saying later in years that she would keep feeding me hotdogs until she would get worried because after 5 of them she had to stop me ah there are so many things it would take up alot of time to read so now that I am on my medicine properly I can explain I just wish she was here to see the difference in me because she would be proud. Because of these last 2 years I have made so much progress it isn't funny. But some things have come up and I am alittle worried you see as being other meds for pain ect...is when I notice that where the problem could have been for all these years. Now because of different sitautions being physically disabiled I need different meds but I can work with the pain alittle but I can't lose my mental, Because I have now been told by those who see me when I am on or off and believe me they all say jimmy your are so much better on your medicane you communicate and are so much calmer, But this is where the problem begins my physical ability I have to somehow hopefully get this corrected because when getting sent to pain managment the new doctor doesnt want me on anything other than what he wants to give me if I have to stop the pain mangement I will because I can lose my mind. Does anyone out there have any suggestions. For I was fine only now though Why is it when you finally get your life together they have to take it away? I need my attenion meds I can't lose now please work with me here I don't abuse please don't abuse me, I now I have made some mistakes... But please give this chance to really become someone...Yours truly! James N. DiMeo Jr. Please note I don't want to be someone that just happened to find out where the problems are laying and put me in that wrong boat. I just need alittle more time before I get in the wrong boat lets let it be the write one! Peace! I am pleading for understanding that I have done very well these last 2 years and I admit I am scared that I won't be able to have the best physiclly and mentally that had finally worked out and how am I ever going to be able to not even have to pick a boat it was working I was really a C5(asia)C Quadraplegic Boy I hope because someone enveyed me they don'T become one or some thing eveing worst