User talk:Job3831

For anyone that is battling with depression.

I’ve been poisoned. False love has eaten me alive to the point where the only place I can turn to is my Savior Jesus Christ, and through him, my sins are forgiven. Through him I am promised not death, but everlasting life. Lately I have been feeling like I want to die. Everyday. Like life isn’t worth living because I am constantly at war with this world. Mentally. People drain me. People hurt me and throw me down. Im having a really hard time fighting for myself lately. My future seems unsure. But I know now that all of those bad thoughts come from the devil. Wanting me to join him in his torture. God loves me and wants me to come to him and learn the truth of the world. Failling into temptation has caused me nothing but trouble. Even the smallest things like smoking weed. I would feel like its good for me and that I need it to be happy but that is another lie from the devil. With Weed I have skipped so much school and lost so much from it. Friends, Basketball, and almost my job. I will smoke myself into a hole of depression that seems almost impossible to get out of. It makes me antisocial, and causes me more harm than good. I can no longer be associated with it if I want true happiness in this world. Things that are good for me shouldn’t bring me so much guilt. Im tired of temporary happiness. I need Joy and only that comes from God. Jesus is the way, the truth and the life. And following him will end our sorrows. I have to stop giving into temptation because the sin itself isn’t worth all of the sorrow I have been feeling. Iv learned that you cannot put all of your trust into man. Iv learned that people are all broken and iv seen the evil ways of the world. Its not just me that is broken it is all of us. The devil is misleading us all into his punishment. He is turning us away from life and happiness. With him comes death. Dear God please be with your sheep for we are so lost in this world without our shepard Jesus Christ. Even though I feel the pain that I do inside I cannot deny the feelings I get when I read the bible or praise God through music. I have a personal connection to God and even if I wonder off from the heard, I will always find my way back to God and that is how I know he exist. My soul cries for him. My spirt is broken without him. I long for him and I know that Im not the only one. We need to turn from the sin of the world and follow Jesus if we truly want peace. Peace doesn’t come from having a personal relationship with nature, It comes from having a personal relationship with Jesus. As humans we need to raise against the devil because he is the only one against us. We need to stop flirting with sin. Since Iv started this spiritual journey Iv grown to find myself mentally in a way better situation than I was in. But Iv just started and I need to be very wary. For the devil is going to come at me with everything he has because I know the truth and want to tell all of my people the truth. The devil wants you to die with sin so you wont have everlasting life. We need to pray for protection from God and Christ our Savior for they know what its like to be in pain. Turn to the lord for he knows what its like to suffer. And he cares for you so. Let go and Let God.