User talk:KokiLOVAH

love. a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.

i think i might've found it. it sounds absurd after my last blog. but, i was asked to write it. i feel like, i've found that feeling again. can't eat, can't sleep, head over heels, reach for the stars, and hope this all works out. he's amazing, in every way. always on my mind. the feeling is indescribable. we only have one problem, but it's not important. i can get over it, he's well worth it. there's no one who has treated me this way. i hope he knows that i will do anything for him. i'm here for him, always. the part of me that stopped working, is running, full and healthy now. it beats, only a faster beat, just for him. "everybody's got a little hole in the middle." -emily jane white. well, he fills that hole. he's my every dream. nobody's perfect, he proved that wrong. he's perfect in every way. he makes me feel perfect, even though i'm sure i'm not, he still, even then, reasures me. it makes my heart sink. i was going down a road, an impasse, going nowhere. through my dark days, i met him. he saved me. maybe he didn't know that, but he did. he was just always there, and he cared. he caught me right before my evasion from life. my tears always dried because of him. he's always built me up, never knocked me down, told me what was best, even if i didn't wanna hear it... i admire him from afar, love him from afar. i don't think he knows how much he means to me, but he means the world, he's my everything. my highest hopes are he feels the same way and always will. because i always will. i mean it in the most genuine way when i say, i love you, danny.

true love? couldn’t tell you. Current mood: a little helpless. Category: a little helpless. Life

i can't tell you anything except, i've only truly felt it once. Of course, over time it died, died out slowly. The thought of feeling that way again, sounds... almost amazing. just leave out the ending. I never, never want to feel the ending, the pain feels like murder. it stays with me until i let it go, and i'm a jealous, heartbroken, sad, needy girl who holds onto things. even after they've been broken. i just can't let go.. i've never held a grudge, well, only in my heart. i just never act upon it, keep it inside. i go through the trouble of getting hurt, only to give more, and be hurt more, in return. it's the natural order of my relationships. i almost always start on the wrong foot by taking someone away from their partner, only to get my way. i'm slowly breaking that habit. i want to feel true love again. i want to know that it's real. i just don't know anymore... i'm sorry, i can't answer your question.