User talk:Kraziedoc

Kraziedoc (talk) 09:25, 20 April 2011 (UTC) To continue our conversation... in any case u and kullu are not going to be friends... acquaintances, maybe. And this was known to you guys long before I came onto the scene [plz do reply to this statement]. As far as for our friends... I think I have been behaving in too erratic a manner to be of thought of coherent by anyone- hence the often heard tag-either covertly or passed in garb of humor- "confused". So all said and done, I sincerely believe that if should go away it would be "understood" by our friends as being an escapist move (maybe) or that confusion created by me got the better of me itself and hence I chose the easy way out of escaping into oblivion. I know that be in in healthcare and wanting to stay in this domain... escaping is not exactly possible!! as personally I might go away but professionally it would be really difficult, unless I'm willing to seriously put my career plans in doldrums for my personal actions!! Haven’t decided how will I handle this (some will say another sign of confusion.. ;) hehe... they are not too far though!! ). And as I had mentioned to you that I also had my share of sorrows, pains and tears... but all of it still cannot compare to what and how I made u guys (Kullu & You) go through, for that I'm so sorry. and I say sorry cause I don’t have any other word that would convey my remorse without showing that I don’t regret what I did... I confess that like a fool, I believed that one should do what ones heart desire, but I didn’t catch the most important lesson in this, i.e. you should follow your heart but not at expense of someone else's heart!! had I known this before probably things would have been different (better?? can’t say abhi... but for sure different). As for today am sorry that I could not talk to you properly cause of my office commitments, but will call you in the evening to discuss it all in detail. As for the "confusion" that you are facing... then it would be better to STOP and hold back rather than to go ahead and then regret later on. (Sorry for sounding very prescriptive with that last line, that was not my intention, but I have no clue how to put it in a non –prescriptive manner.)

Rest we’ll discuss in the night… just one request… can I be let off by 11.30pm tonight (you already know that reason and I’m trying to follow a sleep hygiene. Kraziedoc (talk) 09:25, 20 April 2011 (UTC)