User talk:Lying Addict/sandbox

Dear World,

I am writing this.... well memorial of myself to show the world the life of a person who is addicted to lying. This is probably the first time i've ever even wrote about my lying spree in life. Well i guess i'll begin at the begining i was born to the name that i cannot tell you for private reasons in Canton,Ohio. My mother is white ,German ,Greek ,and i think maybe a lil Italian. My dad is the same ,but is definately Italian. Now i am fourteen years old right now almost fifteen and among the various spelling and grammer errors there are bound to be in this text are alot of truths about my lies that i have told over the years. It started many years ago when i was nothing but a little one. I didn't know it but my lying spree would start i would lie about simple things as most children would ,but for some reason i took a particular shine to it. I've lied so many times i can't count or remember most of it. I know it sounds funny ,but my mind draws a blank when thinking about it i have lied to doctors, police ,family ,friends ,teachers, and even my past present and probably future girlfriends. For example I made a profile on a internet site and it is completely fake. I got photos off the internet and i concocted a fake persona if you will. Strange i know for the average happy go lucky teen ,but as time has gone on it became an addiction ironicly the photos that i used resemble my face which at the time i thought "It'll back up the persona better" but at this point i feel like i need an emotional dump onto the internet. I don't want you to pitty me or try and help me for i understand that this is not known as normal behavior for an average teen. You must understand that i do not mean to reach out to any one or even deserve to. I am not deppresed or remorsfull just unloading information. I guess this can be connected to my inseccurities or just simply a phycological condition that is too hard for me to pronounce. Ashame that many will probably read this or few I realy don't care and think he is probably making this up no one could hold up many many years of lying without one day falling through or destroying his own peronality well imsure it's bound to happen but i am too deep to get out now. My life is not horrible i have friends and enemies that love and hate me but i just wish they could all know the real me i keep the same personality of the true me but it is corrupted by the personas i have addapted into creation of the me everyone else knows. So far no one not even my parents know of my so called double life i have lied about big and small things alike. I have broken promises and had excuses so ellaborate that somehow life just falls in place around it. It is hard to realize that the universe is not so bland as to have karma good and bad just it has grey areas that many fall into weather it is something big like a drug dealer who causes the death of thousands or something as small as a little white lie that parents make to children many slip through the cracks and in the immortal words of Little House on the Prairie "I've told some whoppers in my day" well at least i think that is a quote from that sereis.See i may have just lied right there and many wouldn't know either from genuine laziness or a low IQ so to speak.Well i guess i will rap this up seeing as it is late about 1:48am and there is still an entire life of lying and blandness left to experience so i bid whoever reads this farewell and remember next time you talk to an accuantance that seems interesting or even normal just think this person could be a lier addicted to the rush of a different persona.

Sinearly, Lying AddictLying Addict (talk) 07:00, 25 February 2012 (UTC)