User talk:Margaret hudson

My daughter is missing her name is Samantha Harris
They use to live with me and lived next door from me at Phoenix, AZ. Antonio started to spend lesser time with his son instead he brought in more house work for Samantha to do. He began by bringing in more of his family members to stay for weeks or days at a time. Samantha complained at how hard it was to keep up with the household chores. She would have to cook and clean for them and took care of An’tavious without any help from Antonio. Samantha exclaimed Antonio would not clean up just sit and play video games all day. I begged Samantha to get rid of him but she did not listen. Antonio knew that to, she was not going to listen to me I was not her drug buddy she just use me for what she wanted. It does not take anybody long to noticed how disrespectful Samantha could become toward her own mother she hates to be wrong. In April, 2009 I had given Samantha and An’taviou their potions of the income taxes return for the sum of $2,000.00. That is when I observed their lives becoming even more bizarre the smells of drugs became part of their everyday lives. Antonio became increasingly violent towards Samantha, the beatings increased by evidence of residential tenants, apartment manager, groundskeepers, observers, and on goers. As they watched Samantha’s euphoria despair behavior and Antonio’s rage of fights throughout the complex increased: He was arrested again and taken to jail. When Antonio got out of jail he brought on more misery in that apartment by punching holes in the walls busted out the front window as he threaten to kill Samantha. An’tavious became increasingly sick with upper lungs, ears and respiratory infections. Each time I went over there that apartment became filthier; carpet stains from dirty shoe prints tracked throughout and many trash plies. When I looked out onto the patio doors, I noticed Samantha’s boots, shoes, and clothes and dirty pampers throne on top of the car port at the same time I noticed they had a modest little pit bull that was out of dog food. Antonio had brought the dog home for An’tavious but did not clean up after it. The patio was full of dog feces as I watched and helped Samantha clean it up. I took Samantha and An’tavious to the store to get dog food she told me Antonio had been throwing her things up there. That is when I said” My God Samantha!” “ Antonio is crazy you have to put a stop to this!” Samantha remained quiet and looked elated as I smelled drugs fumes. My first concern was my grandbaby and I took him home to stay with me for a few days. Telling Samantha how wrong this is and trying to find out what was going on? Meanwhile, Antonio comes out of their bedroom with strange man I had never seen before. The man sits at the dining room table and Antonio went out front the door. I said, Samantha do you know him? The man said “I know Toni,” “Samantha is just my friend!” I said Samantha are you going to be alright? “I think he should leave.” As I took An’tavious out the door, and called Samantha on my cell phone to alarm her with concerns to put that guy out!” And told her she needed Drug rehabilitation. I begged her to go to St. Luke’s or Banner behavior and I would take care of An’tavious. Samantha was only in denial said “I am alright ain’t nothing wrong with me!” I strongly told her she needed to look at what Antonio is doing to her and she was in Great danger!”  “I told her Antonio is crazy stop letting people in that apartment.”  He is leaving and telling men to come here to see you!”  That is when I told Samantha it going to get worse because Antonio is sick doing drugs with mental-illness.”  I said if Antonio comes back to call police she said “I can’t I have a warrant for my arrest police will arrest me too.” Samantha you promised to take that money to pay you debts!” The next day Allison and pregnant girlfriend started living in the apartment with Samantha for three weeks. (Allison is one of the adopted girls that befriended Samantha within the Hudson house. She also has mentally impaired she displays psychotic behaviors by not attending school for years). Days later Samantha calls me to pick up Antavious because she was with Quincy and Allison was hooked up with Quincy brother. Allison pregnant girlfriend and other had rented a room a motel 6 on 27th Ave. and Indian school Rd. That is where I met Quincy for the second time. That is when Quincy told me a little about himself and he was on parole (I remembered the man in the apartment). So the next day I picked up Samantha I urged Samantha to beware of the fact that Antonio knows Quincy. I believe Samantha was too far gone at that point to have understood anything that I said. Samantha told me that Quincy wanted to go with her and he was a pimp! She became arguementive and defensive at that point I reminded her, I the Grandmother, had been helping out with their expenses’ every since Samantha was released for CPS custody pregnant. Samantha begged me to help her and Antonio get on their feet by finding jobs and going to College. I wanted to prosecute him on behalf of my daughter, against my better judgment Samantha begged me to just give him a chance. But nothing he did or said ever turn out like he said, I saw right away Antonio had a lot of mental illness. He promised he would get help if I would sponsor for him as a guardian to continue Social Security Disability and the care benefit of a Doctor. After he got what he wanted, he used every excuse why he could not get there. He needed a car. So, Samantha used her money off her grant to get the first car: it was a lemon less than a week the engine was shot. Then he used his special grant that he received only if he goes to College. He went about three weeks deceived the grant long enough to get the money, bought the second car that he used for criminal activity. He kept the car for two months: then he was arrested w/a sawed-off shot gun found in the vehicle with drugs police confiscated the car he lost it. Please don’t go for somebody worse than Antonio! Two days later Antonio came over and spent the night at my house with Samantha and his son. He told her to go get an apartment and they were going to get back together he had brought An’tavious some new shoes. That morning Samantha phone ringed Samantha told Quincy that her and Antonio was back together. But Quincy kept talking to her then he asked to speak with Antonio held the phone up to his ear to listen then gave the phone back to Samantha. At that time he got up off the bed and walked out the front door he statement “I will be back”. He lied to her and never came back to claim his word and would not answer his phone. The next day Allison told Samantha to have me go to pick her up in Mesa. At this time I warranted Samantha again about Allison’s luring her into an involved relationship with Quincy. Because I had spoke with Deborah Hudson on the phone that evening during Samantha’s conversation. To touch bases on what happened to Steven and the child molestation conviction. At that time she told me of Allison man beating her so severely he had her in the street naked she had to go get Allison. I came to find out that person is Quincy brother Allison is going with Deborah explained, as soon as I got off the phone speaking with Deborah. I warranted Samantha not to go with Allison to see her boyfriend evidence show that Allison is sick too. Samantha you have to go get detoxify because you cannot understand what is going on here. Samantha just said “I am alright there is nothing wrong with me why you keep on telling me that?” “Mom do you think I am really that stupid to prostitute?” “That is not me Quincy just had a baby by the prostitute he has working for him in the street.” “Yes, Quincy has sent me out there to look out for her but I am not prostituting myself like that!” “I am not stupid I know Quincy know Toni!” “Then I asked “What happened in that apartment?” “Did you get force to have sexual intercourse with somebody?” “raped up there in your apartment?” Samantha said “Yea mom!” “But I am not going with Toni anymore!” “He calls me whores all the time, mom I don’t know what to do?” I exclaimed “First, go and get detoxify!” “She said “no!” “I don’t want people over me!” but if she wanted to go to detoxify I will take you and stay with you just do it!” “We cried together and hugged each other as I told her I had to get ready for work. And to give An’ tavious a bathe so I could drop him at the babysitter house. And “to stop thinking about it just do it!” “Just trust God so everything can be alright!” Allison came over to spend that weekend she encouraged Samantha to kept going to see Quincy every day. Staying at the motel 6 and calling me to pick them up. Allison went back home to Mesa by then Quincy had introduced Samantha to Ebony who hung on to Samantha like glue. Samantha kept Ebony in my bed when I got off work there she lied I grew angry. And dismissed everybody out of the house including my grandson to CPS. Because all of that insanity became overwhelming with all these players it gave me a reason to go seek counseling for myself. Samantha has a Drug Disease that gives her very low self esteem, drugs has made her a target and a will victim for a life of hell. I have struggled with Samantha’s reality for her to just tell the true and stop the drugs and her life will change for the better so I could help her. She just keeps up denial afraid to face the true running away from things never facing the true has got’ in her into so many problems. My daughter needs a quite place to rest her weary head away from drugs. Samantha has become a full blown drug addict her drugs demands like the predator who exploits her. Antonio is a pimp working Samantha in the street for his own personal gain. That is the reason why I requested guardianship to oversee Samantha’s drug problems to relinquish the problem I started with Dr.Hines in 2005. Samantha is incompetent at this time she has never had a chance to detoxify I would love for her to at least have that chance. She has shown total vulnerability towards anybody who wants to use her. Antonio’s dreamed of becoming a pimp off Samantha vulnerability evidence of severely beating Samantha over a long period of time apparently because his mother is a prostitute. He became her supplier that is why she trusted and chooses to listen to him or anybody for drugs. Antonio plotted and schemed on Samantha as he increased her drug habits while exciting other men on her he enjoyed himself he robes himself with togas large ornaments. That is the same reason she fingered she could live with the Hudson’s and did not have to listen to me. Deborah Hudson told Samantha not to come back home stay with them Deborah called me and you do not have to worry about Samantha Allison wants her to stay with us Samantha is good for Allison. Deborah said I get her I will call CPS because she knows a friend who works there. And just that simple Samantha ran away to stay in 2005 at the Hudson house to do hers drugs. Judge Brain Reyes could not see Samantha drug problems or the drug and sex problems of Mr. Steven and Deborah Hudson. Samantha has always run away from reality she never wanted to solve her problems. She is running so fast just leaving pieces of her behind feeling hopelessness and dejection see no light at the end of the tunnel. For her there is only pain she glooms herself for misery not caring. Under CPS she called me one day and said she got to get out of there she did not want to die”. They did Goth and ritual sacrifice, orgies for periods of excessive indulgence in a particular sexual and drug activity played on her emotions. She repeated “I don’t want to die mom can I come home?” “Please what to do tell you something I want to do! Because I do not know what to do?” Steven Hudson was finally convicted of child molestation in February, 2009 and what about Deborah? An’tavious and I need to heal together and get as far away from them as possible. I plan on moving back home to Louisiana for An’tavious sake to bring him up around his roots. This is good therapy for me and him so the counseling session at the Catholic Charities of Phoenix gave me a new perceive on life. I love An’tavious, I except him as being a part of my family and I have to help him make it through this hardship. The Lord is still in control together we are not abandoned; farewell to someone we love through our grief. I have hope and I am asking the Lord for mercy for life. Amen!

Sincerely true, Margaret hudson (talk) 07:12, 24 August 2009 (UTC)