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My name isn’t with matters at all it’s just a part of a word manifestation in woven into my life I mean my God given name goes have a meeting after all but what really matters I guess for me at the end of the day being where I’m supposed to be being successful balanced healthy sober safe how do you think that you’re totally correct but is it really matters help me discover what really matters! hello my name is RyanSaizan I am the father of 7 million children one is passed on I have three ex-wives seven different baby mothers I’m a lifelong addict an ex-military train killing machine if you go I thought a lot of things matter turns out the only thing that matters to me is the only thing i’ve never had or ever been in my lifetime. What matters is being of a Groad I’m actually live with the reality of who I am what I become in all the failures and hopefully monstrosity of accomplishments and redemptions! So the reason I said that my name isn’t what matters because it’s all good today I’m fighting to get close to again to gain trust for him to have a life with and to enjoy what God gave intended me to be a father friend brother son a decent human being in which I have failed miserably up to this point but the names of those children that I’ve given life to do all of these different women who love me to give them a child whose names are important to McKay Brendan Alexis Jackson Perry Jacoby Robert and I Soraya in my deceased daughter Arayah. and I got this daughter Kashlin McMillan! Her mother was so proud of me adored her and she adored me to leave on fire totally in love but once again I allowed myself witness my substance use in total insanity to ruin destroy yet another relationship in my life what matters to me is not being lonely not being without my children not being a father is it what matters to me do you think that matter can be successful contributing member of society time in Texas and most of all even God-fearing warrior the tramp of the earth leaving the stone unturned new business and finished for the kingdom I’ve traveled along road and I would love to tell you about it.