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''The Position of Punk/Hardcore/Grind etc. In L.A."

"Music and the Preferences of Contemporary Music and Acting'''

God, Art, Satan, and the indifferences in Spirituality and Aggressive art/Media/Musik

At present, and insofar as I am aware of the recent media and commentary that has been posted and pursued regarding any and all associations with the definitive or suggested punk/hardcore/ambient/metal, etc. so on and so forth there are probably some surprising revenues and ideas that have come to light after years of indifference in between artists that either feel that they maintain any achievements in the lower or greater ideas of musical media or acknowledgments of whatever is their personal conquest and associations with themselves as acts or others in longstanding relationship to the actual actors guild or ideas behind once or soforth said acts of the past twenty to thirty years and the smaller labels and namesakes of entertainment such as the culture of southern and northern cali punk and hardcore and their personal criticisms and discretions, are, and have indeed, again, in the length of our cultures ages and individual supposed creations and pride in musical and acting bases, have become deeply critical over their own critical minds. As a momentary and indifferent creator of one singular and insignificant act in supposed southern california math rock punk hardcore entertainment, with an impetuously uneventful and ludicrous substandard and small release, "Scalp-Lock" 7" EP available on Satan's Pimp Records via Reno Nevada seems after acquaintances in los angeles to do or not release records, a small group released one singular ep into an post punk or rather may i say record release for the sake, of say, the sake of. The following year the same people started working on ambient and some rather ridiculous substandard media for other punk and ambient tape trading and 7 inch releases that seem to have as i'd suspect in all intents and purposes would and have always been irrelevant and unheard of next to the genre that made them inspired by the insuing recordings that were related to such acts as Bastard Noise, MITB and other associative acts in punk or what was termed their rendition of punk and so forth, and studio or home tape recordings that related to unheard of ambient grind and punk bands that petered out as fast as the actual recordings could be made. Indeed, whether records or labels or juvenile ideas behind tape trading, or record printing and recording were concerned, an invalid and his pre-pubescent counterparts made for a single year a wealth of different recording in grind and punk as well as various ambient recordings that were rather uneventful and not nearly worthy of anyone or other persons that are interested in music printing and succinctly ended shortly thereafter. Although, the art, or possible media for some supposed characters and their personal egotisms and status as artists seem to have fallen on their own irritabilities that they had or had not been the people of the different grind and punk acts that pressed or invested themselves in ambient and hardcore records, and then set to attacking the people that they had wished to print or settle past debts by release of older or even new records and now the stew is in fact on its way in 2019 to kill or be killed that "it does or simply doesn't fit." I myself thought that the actual things id crossed myself in these various genres were not very noteworthy, or their associative creators due to attitude, identification, or future relevance and dropped the idea of my own associations as an ambient act as its simply not anything more than the mere video or drama my friends or lack thereof could invest themselves in, and would also rather not by the establishment of a very minimal and insignificant base punk label simply petered out with the fact that my interest was curbed by the artists entertainment and ridicule of my interests. Etc. Unfortunately, It seems the response to any interest always elevates or seems to fester the wound of whether our own ideas of ourselves as artists or are creations are deemed in their grace or failure with an indifferent likeness next to the listener or the different individuals who do or do not buy sell or trade them as products or ideas that we are either esteemed by in our attitudes, so on and so forth. I found that my own interest or dedications as a student were rather unworthy when listeners or may i say men or women in contemporary music considered their esteem next to the producer creators or investors in their own music or showmanship suddenly felt criticized or involved in the ideas or facts of others interest in their art, esteem, associations, or signatures in their popularity and then deeply wounded that the audience would reference, criticize, or even apprehend other uncanny and insignificant people as interested parties or artists themselves in sub or even lesser genres of influence. Punk, Grindcore, Aant-garde, or any associative idea that lends any type of subversive or differentiative attitude towards itself, its ideas, or even the sum of its own or others body seems as always to reference and even begin as its art does, a political, subversive, or even grossly moribund idea to treat as its own art does, others with a simple and incredulous feeling that the emotions or ideas that have indeed contained or created their music are of course in turn the same emotion or equality by which the social response of other listeners or interested parties and their past associations with the families, public, or even private response of their product have and continues to create in themselves as the artist, or even as person on the otherside of the buyers tag, the listener or consumer reacts or does not react. indeed, i almost in the year of in my labels associations with punk ideas, politics, etc. found upon my initial interest rather laughable when i considered whether or not that type of idea was a worthy investment or not. again, and still, it may or may not be, and i in turn can really care less whether the idea is worth while as an expression, or even the associative psychology of whatever media does or does not affect the person, i again, closed the idea of such an artist idea as rather ridiculous that the simplicity isnt any more interesting than the initial investment. there seem to be of course in tv, music, etc. the small and worthy creators that are the individuals themselves that have and continue to foster their art and i simply find that whatever investsment their are in their media, again, belong to them, as their attitudes and demeanor would deem them, and whether or not the very body or charisma behind the art is an investment in the audience, or the relationship between the expression, so on etc.

I think in the time it has taken for society or artists to accept or deny their own art or involvement in their virtues or artistic creations it has also been considered an evolution of either the very simple idea that all things that are touch upon or indeed invested in or that are considered art or possibility is a simple circle that continues to either validate or evolve the feelings of the creator, without themselves worrying or challenging the ideas or consumers interests or personal feelings, emotional response, etc. to whether or not their investment as creator has a higher artist inclination or virtue noext to the listener who either chooses to identify with their art by having touched upon its indifferent character as an object of ideology or art. I myself have found that my ideas of art, or the ideas of others art are always considered rudiments of our more or less burdened juvenile character as stute human beings that choose to either relieve ourselves of the congestion of our consumptions of food, engagements with our own minds or others, or the very unnerving ideas of social issues of the limitless spectrums of time and our evolutions as individuals with territorial characters and the more or less well or diseased feeling of all things we appreciate and or do not because God or our differences as humans make it a pleasure or feeling of persistence in all things human and inhuman or even more animalistic since our most relative response or driving egotisms are the things that we witness in social and artistic circles that simply whether we all like it or not, do not exist as a substantial ground for our individuality. The discovery of music, art, media, acting, expressions in justice, biases or even social disfunctions or health or simple character differences and virtues are the moral or even lesser beasts that i thought were such ungrounded spiritual forces that i still and as a rather unintelligent young man that found the better or even less interesting genres of media have indeed been ideas that i always can reflect on as the black and white nimbus that simply has either stilted or colored media or even imagery that i feel is simply a veritable breeze or insubstantial whim that i do or do not think is bearable any more so than the idea of stress, joy, marriage, or any supposed creative constitution that is really as baseless as the very moment of its inception, or its demise as an idea. All relationships that are artistic investments will and will always be the first, the last, or the very spark that is giving or less forgiving by the discretion of our listeners or observers and the differences in approach, which is again why such insignificant feelings as waking and living have begun and reduced our art to either a purposeful feeling of self reward or self immolation. who the aggressor is is simply the creator, the influenced party, or the very object itself as an inanimate incredulity found anywhere inside our minds, and with the same discretion and substance as say to consume or eat our bread for the very sake of saying that we approached our feeling of life and our love of one another for the very sake of curiosity. if it is deemed a reward to pry into our religious feeling of elevated egotism or even the breadth of love or hatred i think it took a lifetime to simpy say that we knew all and continue to express ourselves, although i myself as an artist have always chosen as someone influenced by art or media to surrender to and to also continue to ideas that others have created by either invoking their idiocy or choosing to reconvene the destitutions of the idea of whether these curiosities are the valuable or not. I think the idea that i feel is either vain, narcissistic or even that is good or deemed evil is the pleasure, approach, curiosity, possibility or simple feeling of whatever subject demands the energies of spirituality, political relevance or identification, or simple emotional inclination to either succeed or fail for the sake of, or for the sake that we prefer to do unto ourselves as we would our neighbor. The Actual idea that there is in our supposed social surrounding a scene, an object that is identified by the creative force of impressionism or incredulity of ideas is actually as uninteresting as it is interesting, ye, see, for the sake of saying so. Individuals that have been invested in the art of music, spirituality, acting, art or science of psychology, or however my own ideas of their impressions or my peers that i have associated with in my community found that they are as eased or critical of their very person, opinions, personal emotional involvements in their relationships with friends or artistic ideas, and myself, the person who found my own ideas rather irrelevant next to better ideas that i have grown up with in media which i feel are either continually rehearsed, or somehow continually thrashed to the discretion of the media or their consumers. ad infinitum. indeed, The approach of Los Angeles, or nationwide or even an especially internationally supposed egotism such as is expressed in the ridiculous perpetuations of word, value, esteem, upset, or lack of expression is to lend whatever artist the reward or failure to sit on his hands today, or simply rise tomorrow and ask themselves whether the idea of being a God, Demigod, or the relative animal of the social reward to be as it is desired. Punk, Hardcore, Grindcore, or any relative opinions that thresh out morbid social ideas or aggression are the ideas that i as an impartial listener in my youth have indecently felt left the very gross feeling good or even evil upon all people as a mere humor or comedy that has feelings of goodness today, or the very option of tragedy and darkness of tribulation the next.

Punk Rock Ettiquette ''