User talk:Ooloobloo

Ooloobloo (talk) 18:47, 11 December 2009 (UTC) I have been a victim of rape. i was raped by my 57 year old aunt when i was 12 and it was after she drugged me. now, i have been going to therapy for the past 9 years and my therapist says i should share my inner feelings and life with someone. i was an only child and my father died of leukemia when i was 2. i had no grandparents or any other relatives except me aunt on my dad's side, who raped me, and my 2 uncles on my mother's side. one of whom is a priest and the other a homosexual. they don't talk much at all so it is near impossible to see them at the same place. that is a short biography of my childhood though. i used to be very close to my aunt so that is probably how she was able to drug me. i remember i would do almost anything she asked. she asked me to take off my shirt, i did, she asked me to take off my pants, regretfully i did. and finally she told me to lie down on the couch as she got on top of me. i didn't realize what was going on until she started to undress and take off her cloths. i yelled and screamed and... well i guess in short, i ended up in therapy for the next 9 years of my life and was never able to confront my aunt again. nobody hears from her anymore and has been kicked away from the family. i want to reach out to her but i don't know how. please help me. what should i do? -Someone in need of answers