User talk:Paban Halder

hi! am a gay. and i love my teacher. i'm 20 years old and he is over 50. is that normal? and he also love me. but we didn't sex yet. but when we come each other then we look at our eyes and we cant talk. but we didn't say that we need each other. but we know that we are just involve.......... what should i do? even my parents are doesn't know that we love each other. and the most fact is they even doesn't know that i am a gay. how can i speak out that i am a gay?