User talk:Pgourley

letz see,there is no way I know what to say but,maybe a little background,I am 64( did one of those test and it said for my years I was 85.That made my day.you know I remember as far back as 5 yrs.old and my mother saying I wanted a little built girl.Pat has knuckles like a boxer.then at about 25 my elbows became so big and abnorm,water formed then they would go down and just look ugly.this has been the only thing in my life that actualy got along.If one knee flared up the other one did and and so on and so on.Everything I did I went as far and as hard as I could.When I was Pregnant at 22 I weighed ( boxer terms) in at 192 lbs.My Dr.placed me on DIET PILLS,about 6 mos.into the Pregnancy he uped them to 2.Boy,My house was never dirty,I kept the kids,yard,garage,and car all up.My son was born around the time of our late PRESIDENT J.F.K.'S AND WIFE'S SON.GOD BLESS THEM his son died mine lived.MY FIRST DR.HAD TOLD ME I WAS RECEIVING NO BENEFIT FROM THE CALCIUM I WAS TAKING.I have 2 girls and a Son and used a different Dr.with the girls.Since 21 I have Smoked,drank some (quit that)never took vitamins(remember the Dr.told me no BENEFIT)stayed up 2 and 3 days at a time.at the sweet age of 16 I quit School,then went back to College at 46 and became a Nurse.I have given my body HELL and I am not getting paid back,because it keeps on trying.The thing is I do not know how to handle the pain even with the drugs and there is many.It is time to close or you will have to take a day off to read.My thoughts and Prayer's are with all that have any type of Disability.My HEART AND PRAYER'S GO TO ALL OF THE WONDERFUL MEN AND WOMEN THAT ARE DEFENDING OUR WONDERFUL COUNTRY.GOD BLESS THE UNITED STATES.p.gourley