User talk:Prayforyou

--artapainta 20:58, 27 February 2009 (UTC)My talent takes me down that's the truth about me. for along time I used to draw and every one around me like my work very much so I get the idea that I'm talented, since that used to draw almost every thing comics characters, posters and natures too. so I have all this pictures which make me feel miserable because every time I look to it I feel helpless as I can't make use of  any of it as I don't have any resources and I still need to study under professionals to learn more and to have professional opinion about my work which I can't have as i can't pay for it .so I decided to stop drawing but I back to draw more than before, and it really hard for me specially when i see the work of others with less talent than me but they have the money to do what they want which make me feel the sorrow. you can't dream if you can't pay so I just wait and look any and every where to find help which's so hard I just can't find it any where no one is goanna help if you don't have money., how can I have money for art schools when I have four brothers and sister and I really wish from those schools to make these announcement on the net for scholarships I used to know that scholarship means free study without money but now it's not so every time I try to find please any where to get help all I get is rejection I know that dreams don't come easy so I wait but I'm 23 so for how long am goanna wait for this help that's never come or show. so with every time I draw picture I try to feel hope and wish that at some day soon I get help from some where because it's killing me that i can't use my art to help my mother who sacrificed for us and my father who work so hard with his ill .I just wish that I can help my brothers and my sister but to help them i must get help before to start career so now I just wait for some professional opinion that goanna make me stop draw at all or give me any kind of help before I lose hope and give up as all I have is my praying and all I can do to pray for that help just to pray.