User talk:Rabi lamichhane

The worst time
The day where I am speak less. I'm sorry to write my situtation but I am writing this in the most painful situation

Today is the day.I lost my flower of beautiful creation for forever... And I never met again.I lost in the place where I am not able to write any thing

I am the person who is shy of speak8ng infornt of the people today with whom I am enjoying my life without any expectation of having fun and enjoy.

Couple of year ago II had the nearest death experience where I am feeling the conversation between the death and my life .I had the most painful life today.Even I can not say "wow you're looking better and handsome today"while standing infront of the mirrror.I exchange my colorful life like rainbow with a dark black night.Today I can only feel the nature but my eyes cannot look the beautiful scenary of different and greenful colour..

I am the one who give thank you for the God for beautiful life without any creation.On other hand,I scold God inside for the life worst ever.I know the life is once time experience but toady I felt the life is once time experience for the people who cannot waste their tears in the deep feelings.I am the one who can not able to see the tears of my own creation.

I am the person having feelings of helping other but I am unable to help where I need the support of stick to walk.I would like to give thanks to my stick to make this beautiful life with new creation of the flowers in my garden.I cannot look my face infront the mirror,I cannot see the people talking in beautiful voices,I cannot able to pick the glass infront of me,Even I cannot see in the eyes of my person who is supporting me with much love and care.

I am the person enjoying life without any expectation just diving in the river without any support.The think is that I am only who never imagine the outside world.I am Just living with a small smile infront of people.I cannot go ahead and talk to the people well.

I am regreting now with waste of many litres of tears.I got and accident Where I am having ride with my boys couple years ago. Where I lost myself today in the search of a joy and happiness in a second. The life today I am surviving the life of a person who is in the heal.

I lost my all happiness of nature today.But I'm happy with the life today I am surviving with the imagination of the world without seeing it.I can feel the nature but my eyes never see it and my brain never store the beautiful life

"I WRITE, SO I CAN BREATHE." Rabi lamichhane (talk) 05:48, 30 December 2023 (UTC)

30 december 2023
As you all know december is the last month of the year.we all are going to completing 365 days soon.

Thank you God for the life you have given to me.Today I feel that I am alone and speak less.I stop to talk to my relatives and friends from today.This year was just a memory with tears and painful situtation.I never thought this will happen in this year.

This is the year I show my tears and weakness to my relatives and friends.I feel so bad on the time.Sometime I can not sleep a minute also this year.My pillow were wet due to my tears.somedays I can not cry also.I feel my all the emotion alone.I know my weakest points.

This is the year I only dream of unwanted and unrelatable things.I waste my time thinking of unfulfilled demand of my heart though I know it is hard for me to get.sometimes I cried alot.One day I cried for the whole night and in morning I wake up with smile in my face and tears in my eyes.I thought I thought my eyes are the mirror of someone's face but ot wasn't.It was just in my dream.

I am so unlucky person.People who are with their favourite one are the luckiest guy ever.This is the golden hoir for them. In case of me I am the unluckiest person ever. I am the person wha gain love for sometimes only.The person or people who came in my life this year made me cried alot.

This year was the most worst year for me.I am fighting with my relatives and friends for the love of one person who will never ever love me.I am speechless infront of the people with whom I fight alot.I am loosing all my hopes this year.I lost my feelings.I am broken many times this year.

I would like to give thank you for God for this painful year.The God teaches to me for being strongest in my bad situtation. Their wasn't anyone who stand with me at my bad situtation except the God.So today I can write this infront of all the people. "THANK YOU GOD" Rabi lamichhane (talk) 00:06, 31 December 2023 (UTC)