User talk:Rahulidrisi

Hello frnrds aaj mein aapko apne baare m wo sb batana chahta hu, jo aisi story hai hai jise sunkar aap kuch der tak sochege jaroor meri zindgi ki starting yu to 16 jully 1986 ko jab mein iss duniya m aaya tha tb hi se ho gyi thi laikin uske baad m thoda samjhdaar hua uss waqt shayad meri age 8 saal ki hogi, mera bachpan delhi m ek aise arie m hua jisko aap mini paakistaan keh skte ho meine bachpan se ek hi baat dekhi thi, or wo baat thi ki kamjor hamesha dusro k samne haath jod kar or sir jhuka kar hi rehta hai, or jo tmujhe aakat rakhta hai wo apni taakat or power ki wazah se logo pr raaz krta tha, to mere dimaag m bachpan se hi ek baat install ho gyi thi or wo thi power full ban na, yu to m padhai m bhi achha tha or Art ka mujhe bht shok tha m hmesha kagaz pr kuch na kuch bnata hi rehta tha, class m chahe hindi english sicence kisi bhi subjact ka periad ho pr meri art m itni ruchi thi ki m hamesha kuch na kuch picture banata hi rehta tha , ghar m hum 3 bhai or 3 behan thi, papa akele kamane wale the, pr mere papa bht mehanti or imaandar insaan the kisi se kabhi koi ladai jhagda nhi sbse pyar se bolna or chahe galti kisi dusre ki bhi ho tab bhi wo hmesha haath jodkar hi rahe , pr mujhe ye sb dekh kar gussa aata tha ki mere papa itne healthy or strong hokar bhi kisi se jhagda badate kyo nhi , pr aaj smjh m aata hai ki wo hmari wazah se aisa nhi krte the, pr uss waqt m bachha tha to smjhta nhi tha, pr mere ,mann m bs yahi chalta rehta tha ki ek din m bhi bht powerfull banunga , or bs aise hi dheere dheere m, bada hota gya or meine 8 saal ki age se hi dosti badani start kar di, or 22 ki age tak aate aate aakhir wo waqt aa hi gya jab log mujhe Rahul se Rahul Bhai kehne lage arie m , 85% log mujhe jaan ne lage power m aane k shok ne mujhe buri sangat m, daal diya or m drink ,smok, bike raceing , maarpit ladai jhagda ye sab m pad gya ,, meri dosti bht bade bade logo tak se ho gyi or dheere dheere meine Raajniti m bhi kadam rakh diya or jo log aise the ki unka naam sunte hi samne wala darr jaae meri aisi jagah pr bhi bht achhi baat ho gyi...... m bht open mind or nidar tha or bht romentic bhi pta nhi kitni ladkiya thi meri life m or m rahul se rahul hot ban gya sharab or shabab bs ye do shok mujhse kabhi alag nhi hote the, m shayad dekhne m bht inocent tha issiliye ladkiya asaani se mujhse set ho jaati thi or baaton ka to m master tha jis se ek baar baat kar leta bas fir wo mera hi ho jaata tha, waqt gujra or ek waqt aisa bhi aaya ki meri shaadi ho gyi shaadi k 1 saal baad mere ek beti hui... pr meri harkate nhi badli m power k nashe m choor tha wife ko kuch nhi smjhta tha kyonki shaadi k baad bhi mere paas gf ki kami nhi thi bht ladkiya thi aisi jo mujh pr marti thi, meine apni zindgi apne dosto k naam kar di thi raat ko late night aana nasha karna ladai jhagda karna ye sab bht normal si baat thi meri zindgi m, mujhe lagta tha rahul ko koi nhi hara sakta kyonki rahul k saath bht log hai,,,, pr afsos m galat tha

or aakhir wo waqt aa gya jis waqt ne mujhe andar tak tod diya or meri zindgi ek pal m, kya se kya ho gyii 2014 ki baat hai mere ghar m dusri beti ne janam liya wo 22 23 din ki thi shayad rozana ki trah hi m ghar se subaah 11 baje so kar utha or seedha bike uthai or seedha kisi kaam se bahar jaane k liye nikal gya wo din m kabhi nhi bhul skta wo 24 august 2014 ki baat hai din sunday ka tha meine bike m self maara or m sadak pr se main high way raod ki traf nikal pada ..ki achanaka meri bike band hone lagi meine bike se utar kar check kiya to bike ka petrol khatm ho chuka tha, meine mann hi mann kaha uffffff saala petrol kaise khatm ho gya , thodi doori pr hi ek petrol pump thaa meine socha bike ko paidal dhakka lagakar petrol pump tak le chalu, or m paidal lekar chalne laga ki tabhi 2 bike kuch ladke bht tez over speed m zig gag drive karte hue mere piche se aa rhe the m ruk gya unko dekh kar kyonki m khud ek achha rider tha pr mere hishaab se wo sahi se drive nhi kr rhe the m soch hi rha tha ki inme se koi na koi saala jaroor koi accident karega ,, m to ye soch hi rha tha ki ekdam se bht tez speed se aati hui unme se hi ek bike ne mujhe hit kar diya uss waqt uss ki bike speed 90-95 se jyada ki thi, takkar itni jabardast thi ki m takkar lagte hi bht door jakar gira, or jab meine khud ko dekha to mere hosh udd gye mera right pair kat kar alag ho chuka tha mere sir m fracture aa gya tha mere pair se lagataar khoon nikal rha tha , waha bht bheed jama ho gyi pr sab bekaar the saale kisi ne meri koi help nhi ki bs sb tamasha dekh rhe the, mein lagbhag 45 min sadak pr pada rha mera pair kat kar alag sa ho gya tha to meine himmat se kaam liya or pair ko haath se pakad kar jod diya or opakad kar betha rha pr mera khoon nikalta jaa rha tha mere upr behoshi chaane lagi thii.... meine himmat nhi todi or uss waqt kyonki m smjh chuka tha yaha jo karna hai bas mujhe hi krna hai , kaafi der baad mere kuch dost uss sadak se gujar rhe the unhone apni car side lagai ye dekhne k liye ki itni bheed kyo hai laikin jab bheed ko hatakar wo aaye to unke bhi hosh udd gye wo mujhe jante the unhone kaha rahul bhai... bas ek ye awaaz sunkar mere m fir se himmat aa gyi or fir unhone 100 no. cll krke police ko inform kiya or mujhe hospital bheja... or fir uske baad jo waqt beeta hai 2 saal wo ek aisa waqt hai ki m dua krta kisi k saath na gujre mere apno ne mera saath chod diya bas kuch ko chhodkar baaki sab saale bekaar the.. iss bich mere 4 opration hua baht dard saha meine ...ht lambi hai pr basa , logo ne smjh liya tha rahul ka waqt khtam ab rahul bekar ho gya hai .. laikin meine himmat nhi haari 2 saal se jyada waqt laga pr mera pair jud gya or m chalne firne layak .....ho gya ,,, laikin ab tak mujhe apne prayo ki pehchaan ho chuki thi ab m smjh chuka hu ki duniya akaisi hai yaha ladna padta halaato se .. himmat se kaam lena hota hai shaant mann se kisi k upr mat raho asal m hamari taakat hum khud hai bas ye soch kar raho ki jo krna hai mujhe krna hai baaki ALLAH pr chhod do meine bhi aise hi kiya or ek bussnes strat kiya mujhe nhi pta kaise kaise sb ekdam se hone laga or ek baar fir se rahul ne Entry maari wapas or wo bhi aisi ki sb heiraan reh gye ki aakhir isne aisa kaise kar liya kal tak to ye mohtaaz tha or aaj itna ada bussnes.. dosto kya btau iss bich inn 2 saalo m log to roti k faake karte hai meine dawai k faake kiye mere paas roti khanae k liye to door dawai khane k liye paise nhi hote the.. kya batau or bht kuch dard jhela hai meine iss bich apno ko bhi dekh liya aor dosto ko bhi or saare rishte daaro ko bhi baat bht lambi hai pr last m yahi kehna chahunga ,,, bure waqt k baad jo waqt aata hai wo bht achha aata hai bas bure waqt m hme himmat se kaam lena chaiye or halaat kaise bhi khud kabhi andar se kamjor nhi hone dena bas... or ALLAH pr hmesha nbharosha rakho bas ek wo hi hai jo hmara apna hai ya hum... baaki koi nhiiii