User talk:Riis J. Issifu

for a very long time i have tried tirelessly to see at least one different one among a species i consider immature. i call them immature because they are easily manipulated,lured and mistreated. their minds are easily twisted into a direction which in their normal senses would not. if you are very fast you would have known for long the category i am just talking about. see! almost my whole life i have been with them but don't get me wrong, not in the direction that you may be thinking.but believe me i have not found even one that is different. even at the time i thought i came so close i was suddenly disappointed in the course of time. but i still hope that i might be disappointed. please wish me good luck.

MANY HAVE LEFT
many have come and many have left. now i have come but i don't know when i am going or even when i am going. have you ever sat yourself down to think about this things. that is just something short for every one to think about. one my part i had never really thought about that until now. all things i have under the sun stand meaningless, as said by solomon once king of Judah who ruled in Jerusalem. i don't know about you but to me, the only reward was the pleasure my heart derived after my hand work. this is the lesson i have learned from this. number one is the live conscious of the fact that life can never be meaningful without God for the true meaning of life cannot be found in human understanding but in devine revelation.

MY SENTIMENTS
fires crackling, waves pounding, what a day! there is nothing to think about. believe me as hard as i try things become even worst. the question is that can anyone help me. i don't think so. i have to help myself but another question is that can i help myself. i have battled with this question for a very long time in my life. i have denied my eyes no pleasure to make them happy neither have denied my heart it's desire. think of the greatest riches of the world and their categories as hard as i try i still cannot find the right answer. help me if you can. if you cannot help me that means you are also in the same problem. i need to think to think before i continue. but now i am glad because i can see some improvement.what do you think about what i say. some say is a chemical process, some say its just the influence of external forces. is it both or all. i really know but i hope you can help me with that. but on the second thought i will try to solve it on my own. i do not think even for one fact that it is a chemical process or it because of physical forces. it is purely due to divine influence. divine influence in which way. the true meaning of life is not found in human understanding but in divine revelation.