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THE BEGINNING OF MY WORLD

Today i read the biographic write up of a girl called Cassie Bernall. The girl who was lifted into martyrdom by her completely pointless murder on the 20th of April, 1998. The murder was committed by two random boys, with a purpose just as random. Her story came into public light, following the assumption that she died standing true to a faith that just a few years back she had shunned. That, it turns out wasnt true. She never said Yes to her belief in God, but then that was because, she was never asked that question. Her life over the last few years preceding her death, is all but a statement of a believer. Cassie's story is important not because of how she died, but because of how she lived before she died.

Cassie Bernall lead a disturbed life, a lot more disturbed than one that you'd expect a 17year old to have lived. But what made her different was that she rose from it, and switched paths. Because, the path she was headed on before wasnt too different from the ones her killers, Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold were on. Cassie lived as well as a troubled teen-ager who's quarreled with life possibly could. She was courageous in wanting to be real, and that in today's world is an achievement. She gave every minute her personal best, leaving not much for tomorrow. Death wasnt an issue with her, not as much as it is to the most of us. She was ready to go at a moment's notice, and turns out thats just what she got.

Eric and Dylan were two disturbed boys, as apparent from their previous history with minor vandalisms. Neither of them seemed to have a clear idea of why they wanted to commit a mass murder. Just the thought of committing it seemed to fascinate them. What ran through the minds of these kids, il never understand. But it seemed like a terminal act of madness for they saw nothing worth living for. Life had given up on them and they had given up on life. This finishing act seemed nothing more than a "leaving with a bang".

--Rujshah (talk) 22:09, 2 January 2009 (UTC)