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A Great Love Story
A GIRL IN MY LIFE SESSION-1

I WAS A SIMPLE BOY LIKE ALL. I WAS SO LOVING TO MY PARENTS AND MY WHOLE FAMILY. I AM SO LUCKY TO HAVE A LOVING FATHER WHO LOVE ME SO MUCH, A MOTHER WHO IS SO LOVELY,TWO SISTERS WITH WHOM I HAVE SPEND MY WHOLE LIFE.I SPEND MY WHOLE CHILDHOOD IN THE HOSTEL.I WAS ONLY IN STD THREE WHEN I GET INTO HOSTEL.THE FIRST DAY IN HOSTEL WAS LIKE HELL FOR ME BECAUSE I LEFT MY WHOLE FAMILY AT HOME. IN HOSTEL, THEIR WAS NO ONE TO WHOM I CAN TALK LIKE MY PARENTS OR SISTERS. IT WAS THE CONDITION OF STARTING DAYS BUT AFTER SOME TIME I WAS ENJOYING HOSTEL LIFE WITH NEW AND GOOD FRIENDS. WHENEVER MY PARENTS CAME TO MEET ME AT HOSTEL, I BECOME VERY HAPPY TO KNOW THIS BUT THIS HAPPINESS IS NOT SO LONG LASTING ,IT WAS FOR SHORT PERIOD OF TIME.MY PARENTS USE TO TELL ME THAT KEEP THE BAG THAT THEY HAVE BOUGHT FOR ME IN MY ROOM. WHEN I RETURNED IMMEDIATELY FROM MY ROOM TO RECEPTION I FOUND THAT MY FATHER HAS ALREADY GONE.I STARTED CRYING AND CRYING CONTINUOUSLY FOR SOME TIME AND FEEL SO  BAD. I KNOW IT WAS FOR ME ONLY BECAUSE MY FATHER KNEW THAT IF HE WILL STAY THEIR FOR SOME TIME,I WILL START CRYING.SO HE LEFT ME AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.IN THIS WAY I HAVE SPEND FEW DAYS INFACT FEW MONTHS. AFTER MEETING SOME OF THE BOYS IN HOSTEL ,I FEEL HAPPY WITH THEM .THEY BECAME MY BEST FRIENDS THAT TIME AND THEY ARE STIL MY FRIENDS.I SPEND MY WHOLE HOSTEL LIFE OF SIX YEARS WITH THEM.WHENEVER I WENT MY HOME I BECAME SO HAPPY WITH MY PARENTS.MY MOM PLAYS A VERY IMPORTANT ROLE IN MY LIFE.WITHOUT HER I AM STILL NOTHING.AFTER SIX YEARS OF MY HOSTEL LIFE I LEFT HOSTEL IN STD 10 .THEIR ARE ONE IMPORTANT REASON BEHIND THIS THAT I HAVE GOT ONLY 7.6 CGPA IN STD 9. WHEN I SAW MY REPORT CARD I CAME TO KNOW THAT IF THIS WILL BE MY POSITION I WILL NOT BE ABLE TO PASS MATRICULATION.MY FATHER HAD TAKEN A FLAT AT PATNA ONLY FOR ME AND MY TWO SISTERS AND FOR OUR BEAUTIFUL CAREER. MY FATHER IS THE BEST FATHER IN THE WORLD.HE GAVE US EVERY THING WHICH WE WANT .HE DOES HARD WORK ONLY FOR OUR BETTER FUTURE.NOW I WAS OUTSIDE MY HOSTEL CAMPUS WITH MY WHOLE LUGGAGE WHICH MEANS I AM NO MORE IN THE HOSTEL.

SESSION -2

FROM THIS VERY DAY MY LIFE HAS TAKEN A TURNING POINT.WHEN I REACH HOME MY FATHER HAD CALLED A COACHING DIRECTOR MR T.N.JHA SIR.HE CAME TO MY HOUSE AND TOOK MY TESTS ON GRAMMAR.MY GRAMMAR WAS SO WEEK THAT TIME AND NOW ALSO. I WAS NOT ABLE TO GIVE THE ANSWERS OF ALL OF HIS QUESTIONS.THEN HE TOLD ME THAT HE WILL MAKE SURE THAT I WILL KNOW ALL THESE THINGS.I HAVE SO MUCH INTEREST IN MATHEMATICS BUT NO ONE HAVE GIVEN ME THE TIME IN HOSTEL BUT HE TOLD ME THAT HE WILL SEE ALL PROBLEMS.HE TOLD ME THAT I HAVE TO BE READY AT 4 'O CLOCK NEXT DAY.I WAS SO EXCITED TO GO TO NEW COACHING INFACT FIRST OUTSIDE COACHING. WHEN WE REACH AT COACHING CLASS I SAW THAT SOME STUDENTS ARE STANDING THEIR OUTSIDE WAITING FOR SIR.I ENTERED THE CLASS AND TAKEN MY SEAT. THEN AFTER THAT ONE GIRL WHO BECAME SPECIAL FOR ME NOW FROM THAT TIME CAME TO THAT ROOM AND ASKED MY NAME AND SCHOOL NAME.SHE WAS THE FIRST GIRL TO WHOM I TALKED. I WAS SO SHY FROM GIRLS I DONT KNOW WHY BUT YES I WAS .THAT TIME I WONT KNOW THAT ONE DAY SHE WILL BECOME SO SPECIAL FOR ME .THE FIRST FEW WORDS THAT I NEVER BE FORGET ABOUT HER THAT SHE TOLD ME THAT DOSTO KO AAP NI TUM BOLTE HAIN. THAT WORDS I HAVE NOT FORGOTTEN TILL NOW.FROM THAT VERY DAY I WAS ATTRACTED TOWARDS HER DAY BY DAY .SHE BECAME SPECIAL FOR ME AND I DONT KNOW WHEN I WAS STARTED LIKING HER AND LOVING HER. SHE ALSO LOVE ME FROM THE FIRST DAY BUT NEITHER I NOR SHE HAVE DARE TO TELL EACH OTHER ABOUT OUR LOVE.OUR FRIENDS STARTED COMMENTING ON US AND I WAS SO SCARED OF HER THAT IF SHE HAD COMPLAINED AGAINST ME TO THE DIRECTOR HE WILL TELL EVERY THING TO MY PARENTS AND MY CAREER WILL BE IN DANGER.WE HAVE SPEND SO MUCH TIME IN CLASS BUT HAVE NO DARING TO TELL ANYTHING ELSE THAN STUDY AND FOOLISH THINGS. I DONT KNOW FROM WHEN I BECAME POSSESIVE FOR HER, I NEVER TOLERATE ANYONE AROUND HER .I WANT THAT SHE WILL ONLY BE EVER WITH ME ALWAYS AND FOREVER. BOTH OF US ARE LOVING EACH OTHER BY HEART AND THIS LOVE IS INCREASING DAY BY DAY .I WONT SLEPT FOR THAT NIGHT WHEN SHE HOLDS MY HAND TIGHTLY ,I FEEL SOMETHING SPECIAL AND I WAS STARTED THINKING THAT SHE ALSO LOVE ME. FROM THAT DAY I STARTED THINKING ABOUT HER ALL DETAILS LIKE HER NUMBER AND FACEBOOK ID.ONE DAY I ASKED HER THAT IS SHE HAVE HER FACEBOOK ID AND AHE REPLIED NO BUT AFTER FEW DAYS I CAME TO KNOW THAT SHE HAVE ID ON FACEBOOK AND ALL COACHING.FRIENDS INCLUDING ALL TEACHERS ARE THE FRIEND OF HER IN FACEBOOK.ONE DAY I ALSO SEND HER FRIEND REQUEST BUT SHE HAVEN'T ACCEPTED MY REQUEST FOR WHOLE CLASS PERIODS OF STD 10. THEN I THINK THAT SHE DON'T LOVE ME OR LIKE ME SO I BECAME SO SAD.THEN ONE OF OUR FRIEND TOLD ME THAT SHE WILL NEVER ACCEPT MY LOVE BECAUSE SOMEONE HAS REJECTED HER. BUT I HAVE SOME FEELINGS IN MY HEART THAT SHE WILL LOVE ME ONE DAY.OUR SYLLABUS HAS BEEN COMPLETED IN COACHING AND HOLI CAME. ONE DAY BEFORE LAST DAY IN COACHING SHE TOLD ME TO COME BUT I HAVEN'T HEARD AND I CAME LATE TO COACHING INFACT NOT INSIDE COACHING.THAT DAY SOME OF MY GUEST CAME AT MY HOME AND I HAVE GONE TO RECEIVE HIM FROM RAILWAY STATION.I WENT THEIR TO KNOW THAT IS SHE CAME AT COACHING OR NOT.BUT TRUST ME I HAVE NO IDEA THAT SHE TOLD ME TO COME IF I HAVE HEARD THAT I WILL BE SURELY THEIR BUT THEIR IS SOMETHING HAPPEN IN MY HEART, SO I WENT TO COACHING AND I SAW HER AT THE ROAD WITH FRIENDS AND I SAW THAT SHE HAD PLAYED HOLI WITH OTHER FRIENDS.IT WAS MY FAULT BUT I WAS FEELING BAD THAT SHE HAVEN'T PLAYED WITH ME. BY THINKING THESE THINGS I WENT HER HOME TO PLAY BUT I CAN'T FOUND HER.I REACH MY HOME FEELING SAD .I WAS MISSING HER SO MUCH .I WAS CONTINUOUSLY REACHING AT HER HOME SIDE,BUT I WAS NOT ABLE TO FOUND HER. IN THIS WAY THE DAY WAS STARTED PASSING BY THEIR SPEED AND RESULTS CAME .WHEN I REACH AT HER SHOP HER FATHER ASKED ABOUT MY RESULTS AND TOLD ME GOOD.FROM NOW SHE WAS MANY TIME SEEN BY ME BUT NEITHER SHE NOR I HAVE TOLD ANYTHING.

SESSION-3

AFTER A LONG TIME ,ONE DAY I SAW HER BUT I WAS ONLY TRYING TO KNOW ABOUT HER THAT WHAT IS INSIDE HER MIND BUT SHE NEVER TOLD ME ANYTHING AND SHE JOINED ONE COACHING CLASS. AFTER FEW DAYS ,ONE SMS CAME INTO MY PHONE THAT" POOJA NE TO BOLA THA KI AAP RICH FAMILY SE HO LKIN MSG KA REPLY NI DETE HO".I WAS SHOCKED THAT WHO IS HE OR SHE THAT KNOWS ABOUT ME AND HER .AFTER SOMETIME I CAME TO KNOW THAT SHE WAS THE FRIEND OF HER.SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE ALSO LOVES ME SO MUCH BUT SHE WILL NEVER TELL ME ABOUT.I WAS SO HAPPY THAT DAY AND I HAD CALLED HER FRIEND TO KNOW WHOLE THING. THEN SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE HAS GIVEN ME THE NO AND TOLD ME TO SAY WHOLE THING.WHEN I ASKED HER SHE REFUSED THAT EVERYTHING IS WRONGE AND THEIR IS NOTHING IN HER HEART FOR ME. AFTER SOMETIME WHEN I FINALLY ASKED HER THAT SHE LOVES ME OR NOT THEN SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE LOVES ME FROM 1ST DAY BUT SHE DONT WANT TO TELL ME BECAUSE SHE THINKS THAT IT WILL DESTROY HER AND MY CAREER AS WELL. WHEN I STARTED TELLING HER THAT IT WILL NEVER DESTROY OUR CAREER THEN SHE CAME TO KNOW THAT SHE LOVE ME ENOUGH .FROM NOW MY LIFE HAS TAKEN ONE MORE TURNING POINT ,I BECAME HAPPY TO HAVE MY 1ST AND LAST LOVE WITH ME BECAUSE I KNOW NOT EVERYONE IS SO LUCKY TO HAVE THAT ONE TO WHOM HE OR SHE LOVE.I FEEL LUCKY BECAUSE I GOT LOVE OF MY LIFE.

SESSION-4

THE TIME WAS MOVING WITH THEIR SPEED AND WE ARE ALSO WITH THE TIME.WE STARTED TALKING AT PHONE FOR ONE HOUR APPROX EVERYDAY AND SHE ALWAYS TOLD ME THAT DON'T MAKE TALKING AS A HABIT OTHERWISE IT WILL HARM BOTH OF US BUT AS EVERY ONE THINK THAT IF THIS BECOME THE HABIT THEN NO PROBLEM,IT WILL BE OK FOR ME.BUT THINGS WENT VERY WELL AND WE STARTED MANAGING THINGS LIKE OUR STUDY AS WELL AS TIME FOR OUR RELATIONSHIP.AFTER PASSING INTERMEDIATE EXAMS, I GOT THE OPPORTUNITY TO TAKE THE ADMISSION IN AN ENGINEERING COLLEGE AND I WENT FOR COUNSELLING AND GOT ENROLLED IN THE UNIVERSITY AT ODISHA.I FELT SO BAD THAT TIME AS I HAVE TO GO FAR AWAY FROM HER WHICH WAS UNBEARABLE FOR ME. BUT SOMEHOW, AFTER THINKING THAT IF I WANT HER FOR WHOLE LIFE I HAVE TO GO AWAY FOR SOME AMOUNT OF TIME. SO I LEFT FOR ODISHA BUT IT WAS A MAGICAL POINT OF TIME WHICH I WAS UNABLE TO UNDERSTAND EARLY. WE ALL HAVE HEARD THAT IF SOMETHING HAPPENS AGAINST YOUR WILL THEN IT MIGHT BE GOD'S WILL AND HIS PLANS. I UNDERSTOOD THIS WHEN I GET TO REALIZE THAT I STARTED LOVING HER MORE AFTER MOVING AWAY FROM HER AS I GET TO KNOW HER IMPORTANCE IN MY LIFE. WE WERE TALKING EVERYDAY EITHER THROUGH CALL OR THROUGH MESSAGES BUT WE WERE IN TOUCH EVERYDAY.I FEEL INCOMPLETE WHEN I DON'T TALK TO HER AND SHARE MY WHOLE DAY STORY.WE STARTED CARING FOR EACH OTHER AND NOW WE WERE MORE CLOSE TO EACH OTHER AS WE STARTED SHARING EVERY FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS. SINCE BEGINNING ONE THING WAS SO CRYSTAL CLEAR IN MY MIND THAT I CAN'T SHARE HER WITH ANYONE AND I DON'T KNOW WHY AND HOW BUT I STARTED FIGHTING WITH HER WHENEVER SHE HAS CONVERSATION WITH ANY OF HER MALE FRIEND. I KNOW THAT IS WRONG AND I ALSO NEVER WANTED TO DO SO BUT THIS WAS A TRUTH AND A KIND OF PHASE IN OUR LIFE.IT MADE OUR BONDING MORE STRONG THAN EARLIER AND WE WERE LIKE ONLY ONE.

SESSION-5

AFTER 3RD YEAR OF GRADUATION I STARTED SITTING IN PLACEMENTS AND GOT REJECTED A LOT OF TIMES. THE PERSON WHO WAS WITH ME AT EACH AND EVERY MOMENT OF MY FAILURE IS MY LOVE.SHE ALWAYS SUPPORED ME IN MY FAILURE AND INSPIRED ME TO DO MORE AND HAVE FAITH IN ME. AFTER HER SUPPORT AND PRAYERS I GOT SELECTED BY TWO BIG COMPANIES. IT WAS THE RESULT OF HER PRAYERS AND WISHES THAT GAVE ME THE ABILITY TO STAND ON MY OWN FINANCIALLY AND GROW IN MY CAREER. SHE WAS AND SHE IS ALWAYS WITH ME IN ALL UPS AND DOWNS IN MY LIFE. I GOT FRUSTATED LOT OF TIMES AND SHE WAS LIKE A BACK BONE FOR ME AND SUPPORTED ME IN EVERY PHASE OF MY LIFE.

SESSION -6

NOW I WENT FOR MY JOB AND STARTED LEARNING. WHEN I GOT MY FIRST SALARY, I THOUGHT THAT I WILL DEDICATE AND SPEND ALL THE MONEY FOR THE PEOPLE WITH WHOM GRACE,LOVE AND BLESSINGS I AM IN THIS POSITION NOW. I STARTED BY PURCHASING HAPPINESSS FOR MY MOM AND DAD AND OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS. I STARTED THINKING FOR GIFTS FOR HER BUT NOTHING CAME INTO MY MIND WHICH WAS AS SPECIAL AS HER.SO I GIFTED HER SOMETHING WHICH WILL BE MEMORABLE AND AS PRECIOUS AS SHE IS.NOW ALSO I AM DOING MY JOB AND GETTING SUPPORT FROM HER IN EACH AND EVERY MOMENT OF MY LIFE AND BLESSED TO HAVE HER IN MY LIFE.IN BETWEEN THESE, I STARTED WRITING SAYARI FOR HER TO IMPRESS BUT UNABLE TO IMPRESS TILL NOW BUT I AM CONTINUOUSLY GIVING EFFORTS TO IMPRESS HER IN ANY MANNER I CAN.

I NEED HER FOR THE WHOLE LIFE AS I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT HER, SO A QUESTION FOR HER:-      "WILL YOU BE MINE 4EVER"

$Shekhar Smily$