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-BeyondtheSUN-*Spiritpath*AutoBIO - Part 1.

I Suffered Dearly @ Those Hands of Others Following the Loss of My Hand and the Amnesia That Accompanied IT. Consequently, as a Result of Fully Grasping a High-Tension, Alternating Current, Electrical Transformer some Twenty Odd Years Ago, I was Electrocuted. It was 1982. I was Thirteen Years Of Age. Within a Month of This Electrical Accident, Four Fingers and a Partial Thumb of My Right Hand were Amputated. --[A TRANSFORMER Transforms One Ohm's Resistance, Remaining Equal to That of a Conductor of One Ampere by a Potential of One Volt Across It's Terminals. Therein Exists a Potential of One Hundred to Several Hundred Thousand Volt Current Exchange, by Resistance, Customarily into Several Smaller Redistributed Packages of Voltage, Produced and Redirected by a Manner of Current to a Residential District, the Various Stores of a Mall/Business Complex, Departments of a Superstore, et cetera. ]--

To Elaborate, Immediately Upon Grasping the Electric Wire, My Heart Stopped .. Wherein I Believed, I Began Burning Alive Inside Out, so to Speak. Approximately, Thirty Seconds Thereafter (as IF I was Timing IT), I was Propelled into a Coma, Just Shy of Four Months. I Toppled from the Adjacent Platform Atop Town Center Mall Falling to the Asphalt Below: Shattering My Skull Front & Back and My Pelvic Region; Hairline-Fracturing My Spine; Snapping My Collar Bone; Breaking My Knee, Ankle, and One Rib; Swelling My Eye Shut with Purplish-Black Skin for Over Nineteen Months. In the Distant Months Following the Immediate Accident -- I Further Suffered One (R) Wrist Burst Artery and Two (R) Wrist Burst Veins, Due to Iodine Whirlpool Baths I was Compelled to Undergo to Contain Infection. These Daily Iodine-Baths, Twice Daily, Occured Following the Intensely Painful Daily Debreedment (Removal of Dead or Infected Tissue), of My Right-Hand, Right-Wrist, and Left ForeArm. These Three Electrically Exposed Burns, were the Current's Entrance & Exit Sites. At the Time They had No Skin Covering Them Requiring Debreedment Twice Daily, to Inhibit the Reproduction of Infection, then Bandaged Twice Daily. FURTHERMORE -- TOSS in the PERMANENT AMNESIA of MY ENTIRE 13 YEAR LIFETIME of ACCUMULATED * EPISODIC MEMORY. To Expand, THIS Meant -- I COULD .. Remember How to Perform Every Activity I'd Ever Taken Part in, Taking the Care to Learn [SEMANTIC MEMORY] -- but, -- I COULD NOT .. Recall ever Having Performed the Task Before, to What Degree I Enjoyed Performing the Activity, or with Whom I had Learned from, Taken Part in, or Shared with, the Specific Activity Being Performed. * [EPISODIC MEMORY]

-- NOW -- Imagine Trying to Explain That ? ... Imagine Trying to Explain That without the Psychological Training I Received @ the University of Southern Indiana, Well Over Ten Years Later.

The Care and/or Nurturing of Doctors, Nurses, the Pediatric Nursing Staff, and Physical & Occupational Therapists During My Recovery, Became My Earliest Memories. I Suffered at Thirteen Years of Age a Total Loss of Episodic-Crystallized Intelligence, Childhood Memories, and the Subsequent Departure of My Identity. Following My Release from Their Care, I was Thrust into Four Tightly-Packed Years of Ridicule ie: Verbal, Mental & Physical Torture as Malevolent Insult is Ever-Predominant in High School. These Malignant Expressions Consumed My Every Hour and Shredded the Soul & Humanity I'd Held Onto. In My Earliest Memories, which Began @ Age 13, Any Human-Kindness was Only a Concept that Came with Ulterior Motives. This PAIN was Just too Real .. InSanity, Ridicule, & Tears .. Manifesting Itself Far More Painfully than Anything Physical I had Suffered or Could Imagine Suffering. Suicide Became an Associate I Often Spoke with, Yet Never Befriended. Yet, the Thoughts of His Future Existence OFTEN  Comforted Me. I Rapidly Detoriated Emotionally .. My Anger at This World Only Made My Behavior More Bewildering to Others, Still Further Isolating Me.

I Came to Know Every Pain Under -- theSUN Moreover .. I had to Learn to Move -- Beyond -- IT.

There were Merely a Few Dozen Students Scattered ThroughOut Those High School Years Who Subjected Me to the Daily Sort of Maliciousness that Led to the Elimination of My Initial Self-Worth .. Not Mentioning ALL that Rejoiced in the Laughter. I am Aware Now, This is Really No More than Any One of Us Faces During Our Teenaged Trials .. ONLY .. Given My Absence of Identity @ the Onset, I was ONLY More Vulnerable to What Took Place. What is Evident in Our Current Day's Post-Pubescent Society, Considering the Vast Number of School Shootings & Majority of Violence .. is This is an Age Where Acceptance is ESSENTIAL. The SPIRIT such Abused Teens Tend to Live by is Summed Up Best, "It's Better to Be Wanted for MURDER, than Not Wanted @ ALL!"

Now in My Thirties, I'm Still Haunted by the Occasional Run-ins with This Particular Typed Individual. An Individual That Makes It THEIR Objective to Tear You Down to Rise Above You. Why Hold Down One to Raise Another ?

I CANNOT & WILL NOT Stand By Quietly .. Foolishly Hoping for the Best, While SOMEONE DIRECTLY ATTACKS ME .. or the People I Care About and That Includes Those too Naive or Innocent to Defend Themselves. You Cannot Ignore Someone Who is Stabbing You! They Will Not Tap My Soul nor Will I Allow Them Directly or InDirectly to Diminish My Strength of Character or Subject Others to Improper Abuse, for Their Own Personal Amusement or Gain.

My UNwillingness to Allow This Fragile Transaction Requires That I Never Succomb to That Raw Vulnerability FROM .. Any Living Soul, That Does Not Offer Me the Same Respect I so Freely Offer Others. Those Who Torment for Their Own Selfish Motives Should Find Themselves REMOVED from My INNER CIRCLE and Perhaps a Victim of MY AGENDA.

I've Come to Believe This is an Inflexible Principle I Must Live By as the Exploitation of My Soul Must Never Occur Again. In Spite of Another's Reasoning .. -- I'LL ALWAYS REMAIN UNWILLING to SACRIFICE MY SPIRIT of LIVING with CONTENTMENT. --

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