User talk:Scrappalottaman

It's 11:22 AM PST on 10/05/2017 and I am at the FedEx Office Center at the Washington State Convention Center. I have been writing in my diary the short story of my life with the government and it's a sad one. I have managed to help a lot of people over the years but greed has gotten the better of more than a few people I've meant over the years. I have meant some real survivors and I guess they're okay now but trust seems to be a real issue. I'm really starting to lose confidence that anyone in the government really cares enough to help me get back to a more reasonable living situation. I do find some of the things I need out here on the streets and in the trash cans. I see a lot of people that are in a bad way with alcohol, drugs, prostitution and the authorities and I'm worried that since I've no place to go that will be the end of me. I still believe in God and the home in heaven when I die and am reborn immortal I've been told about but sometimes it seems like such a long ways away.

Friday, October 6, 2017
9:01 A.M. PST

Today, I feel about the same as I did yesterday. I still don't understand why the Department of Licensing and the Bank refuse to provide any service to me, I think it might be because I my have been named as a suspect in some crime somewhere. Back in 2014, I was in Philadelphia and I went to the US Appeals Court and I was told that I am on the Security Watch List and it didn't seem to matter to them that I am a US marshal and I have never been issued property although it probably has looked like I was several times over the years. I was framed for robbery in Charlottesville Virginia four months after I suffered a heart attack and stroke or pulmonary emboli possibly a side effect from a sedative/hypnotic drug a psychiatrist at Region 10 CSB had been prescribing to me at unlawful dosage (800 mg) for about 18 months. I was born in Philadelphia and I guess that doesn't really mean anything to them. I guess by me reaching out this way looking for help is offensive to them and would explain all of the harassment. When I was 19 years old I was asked to sign a contract stating that I have $500,000,000 in the Bank and that I would be guaranteed 3% Interest and that I would make a loan to Social Security and Elections to be managed by the Commerce Department and be repaid at least a $1,000 a month and that I would be able to stay in contact with them on a daily basis if I needed more and that I would bear the Title of Magistrate - Judge. I was getting that $1,000 a month but because I was complaining about being homeless so I guess they decided to take that away too. The check was being directly deposited into the Bank of America. I pray everyday that a miracle will take place and I feel as though the people that manage the account are resisting answering the call to make it right with me as I am troubled all the time by thoughts in that direction. I now firmly believe that the government is attempting to force me into a lifestyle that is contrary to heterosexuality as a way of proving things that are untrue about me that they may have told everyone so they can avoid their government responsibility, but I could be wrong and it could just be some intense all be outdated police work to catch the most dangerous of Fugitive, AWoL and risk takers in the community. I am 45 years old now and I'm not getting any younger and I feel cheated out of a reasonable quality of life by people that seem to think they're somehow better than I am and deserve my pay too. I guess I always will until something better comes along.