User talk:Shorty12346579

Hi! My name is Savannah, or as you all know me as Shorty12346579. This article will be a bout depression and suicide. I am 10 years old and i can say that sometimes i just want to cry and cry on! When i was a little girl just a few years old i moved form Florida to Michigan. I dont know how i took it because i was only about 3, but all I knew was i moved and it was a pretty fine looking house. Two story and let me tell you i lived there from a young toddler to nine full years old. By the time I was nine my life was going great! Friends, family, great school, and wonderful neighborhood! But when I came home... One afternoon after school i went into my parents bedroom with my dad on the couch and my mom telling the "story". "Were getting a divorce." My mother said. My eyes burning i cried until it was night-fall. I was depressed but right when things couldn't get worse, it did. My mom kicked my dad out and he finally bought something... An RV! My birthday is December 17 with my sister the 2nd. Since it was cold in winter and he had an RV he moved to Florida for the winter! It wasn't that bad but when my dad left for Florida, right at the end of November... I came home from school... And my dog, Sierra, we had to put her down. "Would you like to wait in the room?" The vet asked. I nodded no looking at my grandmother to stay. She ran out a minute later with her red collar, crying. I couldn't... I just couldn't. My mom then ended up going back to school for more money training to be an anesthesiologist! Since school was so expensive we had to move to a one story and rented it! Since it was far away i had to move school but i decided not to until school began again! Wasn't that bad but when school restarted i felt lonely and desperate for love. I spent my summer traveling with my brothers and sister in my dads RV to go to my one brothers Iron Man! It was fun. Before school restarted I got to see my family in Arizona. A while later my dad went back with my uncle to see my uncle Danny in the hospital. Currently he is still in the hospital. My dad and Uncle Eddie stayed there until October! I was very depressed with my good life only on the internet! When my dad got back he stayed for a month in advanced and headed back November fourth. Three days before it happened i was "Playing outside." I sat in my grandmothers unlocked car and started crying cussing and almost thinking about death. Or how worried id be if i hadn't seen my father in a while wondering what he'd look like... I never wanted that to happen t\but it did! Nothing went my way and i went back to school Wednesday in tears and sorrow. My friends hugged me saying "POOR SAVANNAH" giving me all the strength i needed to get up onto my feet and walk, continuing my life! My mother then hugged me saying "It was selfish of me to go to schoola dn get a divorce. I just wanted you to see me happy!" My life turned around and i then realized i had something as if it were a disease... I had depression. My story then unfolds as it happens and I cant say anymore because well i don't have anything to say! My life continues as i struggle to find my place in this lonely world and hope it doesn't go south... Ill report again ASAP! ~Savannah/Shorty