User talk:Syed Ahmad Wani

Love is not a sprint.It is a marathon a relentless pursuit that only ends when she falls in your arms and never want you to leave her neither do you want to leave her at any cost.Any One Who Cared For Someone Would Want Them To Be Happy Even If The Reason For Their Happiness made the first person unhappy.I didn't quite Because I know I have to live for both of us that thought kept me alive for all these years.Today I am able to express all this because I no more fear to lose you.I could not live a single moment thinking about you What life exactly would be like if it would have been the first road we took but the overconfidence ruined me all of a sudden.The life before and after that incident totally vary with a great turn.

Everyone hopes for selfishness until they come to know about the reality but what happened to me even knowing the reality doesn't vanish away my hopes so let it be.There were times I wanted to die.In the end there was something I wanted more.It feels too good to speak and listen the truth.I just cant believe that you of all people would lie to my face.I guess that's the way that it is with the people that you are closest to.

You know secrets have weights the more you keep the hard you find moving in life.I realized that I died with you that day and I have been slowly drowning all those years and after every heartbreak or setback.I sank deeper into the Dark Water and so when I saw you,so beautiful and so alive.I realized that I am not those things.Not Anymore,So Please Don't hate me.

As I stood there staring through the window into my gfs new life I was overcome by the oddest sensation watching her with this man was like turning on a familiar sitcom and realizing they had replaced one of lead actors with a stranger.The show was the same ,but the thespian who played me was gone and in his place was a younger,dumber model.You know pain is inevitable and suffering optional.You should never let your emotions dictate your actions.If it happens single time you will surely make a wrong decision and suffer rest of your life.I care about you and I will always care about you.It is like a mortal lock.

No matter what you did intentionally or not I will still love you with same intensity.