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ME MYSELF AND I                            Part-1 (An autobiography about me)

Hey having trouble in life here's a tip for all the broken hearts and people who really miss someone or actually lost someone.

Actually the story started from myself just a confused guy who suddenly got in an relation and as usual had to under go the process of move on I've had lost a loved person at the same time and had gone nuts for a moment by losing all my friend circle.

Life was hard as I have gone through many theraphy and unwanted advices people give actually never matters cause it's make them look superior and 99% of the people who gives advices have never gone through these situations.

As I was an normal teenager went through the process of puberty I was in an rage had made a lot of friends became a popular guy in school as I was brought up in an uptown world my childhood was pretty innocent as an kid who just needed freedom always felt like being captivated.

From my school days I had slowly dropped my grades and started arguing for everything and started being an prankster cause someone had to do the job get it! Slowly I used to get more attaintion by class 8th had made my own girl friend at the start felt like an achievement and as we were young we felt confused like we haven't had a clue what was love we continued for a while it was one year!

Now I've been bored friends started to give me advices by being a little bit of pervt and even I couldn't stop myself I started flirting slowly as the days went by we had broke up I had huge impact due to that 1St love gone down as we all know we try to seek something which can please us at that moment and went little phyc for the moment their before I could realise I have been provoked for these bad habits which we call it's injurious to health by my 10th I have dated 2 girls isn't that messed up!

Collage life started good bye for high school I'm in my 11 grade got a bike after long time of convincing and bye to my aunt scooty,started my new hobby by being an racer and loved to play snooker was an talented LP player which made my expence more indirectly I had this luck which would always had these peeks which we tell in an positive way. Continued for 2 years finished my collage my inter pu had an other new girl friend who was crazy as me haha had loved her way of thinking she was something out of the world.

Once I've grown had gone through many changes by becoming an Joe spending money lavish process and had opened my own office and was a success brought a own car adopted an new lifestyle my circle had grown to an extinct we're their was not a stop for me from mla 's corporates till the police I had extended my contacts and started filling up myself in the society earn respect!

As I was an crazy messed up person I used to feel that dominant feel I used to give more preference to myself slowly I had became an someone who myself who couldn't recognise anymore slowly the bad things in me started growing I started to hurt people for money the only thing in my mind was 'never enough' I used to never settle for one thing I had an ambition which was messed up and to make myself more dominent as I've mentioned.

As life was so messed up I was going to do my degree due to my late admittion I had to go to a collage which was low to my standard.I couldn't adjust to the new environment their all the teachers and students were a bit of 'local' almost not official as weeks being going I made new friends names (praveen ayush ajay) I had made three close friends it was awesome we were making something out of nothing enjoying all we can as I have a car we were skipping class and fooling around with habits at the start the most guy who had a bad reputation and everyone used to judge me

By my habits days went on one of my close friend praveen had an partial relationship with a girl the conflict started there another close of my friend ayush was very jealous of him and his new girl this person ayush was a guy who used to act friend stud in the collage but he was ugly as broke he started chatting normally n it ended up to be something more and both of my friends started fighting over a girl as ajay and me were not that bothered slowly my friend lost contact with that girl which he had a crush on and fought with ayush from then they never spoke I tried to patch up then like why are we fighting for a girl but ayush was it no rent started telling lies and showed attitude in a wrong time so even me and ajay left speaking to him it's been two sem now slowly that girlwho praveen had a crush started messaging me me as a normal friend started texting her on social media.

slowly from just friend we became best friend from best friend we became close friend don't worry I didn't go to last step as I learnt in my past I have seen many girls and dated had many friends with benefits she changed me a lot she indirectly made a difference in my life this time I didn't go for the looks I went to find inner beauty I had left all my bad habits which were killing me day by day she helped me to come out of it I still and i am giving a separate place in my heart I saw her as my another mother who cared a person like me she totally changed me the reason still now thanks to her I'm leading a beautiful life because of her.

I have changed so much that I ignotlred my old friends and stared my new lifestyle all was going good we couldn't live without each other she had all my updates like what I was doing because of her I started concentrating on my office and started another business all was going great was living as an self made individual I used to pay up my fees all by my own life was great until my another friend had to make a move that was ajay I used to call him as 'nambe' translation in Tamil best friend

I don't suddenly in my life someone knocked my door wen I opened it was too late it was karma in the game I used to be so optimistic because of her I still call her amma due to my problems first it started from my uncle who was murdered the police case slowly the business was dropping down had to stop both the business I was broke as he'll slowly me and her lost contact due to some of her family issues and she used to travel to her village where their is no proper network I was in an bad situation and her uncle also had a suicidal death.

my brother had missused his fees money and brought an bike I had to clear that as I was the only person in the family he could share was and I got this ear problem were I was found that I was infected by a virus it used to hurt a lot I tried to clear alive all my problems by the my childhood friend passed away she was one of the best friend wic I had in school she tried to contact me a lot from past 10 months I wouldnt reply cause I had my own problems and I've changed my lifestyle quit the old me but It was to late for me she had passed way I even got a chance to tell her sorry was new new Peron till today thanks to my friend amma I was still trying to recover myself but by then my friend ajay had to pull up the strings and made it worst for me and her he started to try being close to her and changing her opinion on me I think it worked out I guess till today we didn't spoke I was so close to her from many months.

my best friend ajay had split it all by his bad in tension till now I feel why for a girl I never loved her she was just a very special person to me the reason I was continuing the collage is because of her I don't noe I miss her till now she won't speak to me but maybe I've been blinded by friendship till now I regret that I didn't speak but her and I have fought with ajay and hit him in front of everyone in the class but never told the truth to anyone or the reason why I hit him why did I hit him I gave him many chances but he was changing so I started to neglect him still hefriend shalini till now she's very supportive to me now she's my only best friend in the world.

The next story is an mystery which life had played with me brutally.