User talk:Whutnot

my experience with thought insertion started in college. i have a room to myself. the walls are concrete but hollow enough to hear people talking from the next room. i locked myself in and smoked weed by myself. after a while people were talking about me trying to mess up my high. they were talking outloud through the window while i had my music up. but everytime i looked saw nothing. they were messing with me. they would walk by my room talking alot of trash in order to see if i would react. in order to see if i had enough heart to respond. i never did. so then i started being unsure of whether i heard them say something or not further enhancing my paranoia because i would hear them talking then lower down the tv to hear what they were saying. they picked on to it and started fucking with me whenever i turned up my stereo then id turn it down nd hear niothing. this messed my head up because voices were faintly being formed through background noises at a distance which started groing in my head. hearing negative stuff for so long i stasrted forming negative thoughts in my head or they were being inserted because there were words i had never used before that i started hearing such as bashfull. i say shy i never used bashful. or "he has no energy left. he has no man power left. he has psychological energy" these are phrases i have never heard of in my life. i believe i got so mentally low because i lived a good 7 years of my life on the internet in chatrooms, talking randomly without using my voice, therefore losing my expressions as in laughter and such and there for making my thought patterns abnorm to the common people who grew up relating to people on a day to day basis. and also i think i might of lose my cabability to form thoughts in my head that sounds like me. instead its like im talking under my breath thinking im using my head but really im not. there fore making my thoughts louder than most bringing about thought broadcasting.

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