User talk:Why you treat me so bad

it started a long time ago when I was a teenager been involved with this man on And off for like 20 something year. I've been in relationships beside him and he has to he's going in and out of jail I did too being in the same situation I just felt like we was soul mate this time I ran into him again after he did a five year in prisonwe hooked up and started living together again right back like nothing ever happened this time he grab my neck still have nail marks and let it go then he threw a bottle of water in my face and landed on my left eye I look like I had a black eye couldn't let my kids come over or see my family my kids may I remind you that not his but they're all over the age of 20 do not want my sons to go to jail things I avoid for this man ok another episo my nephew was over his food my boyfriend's food was in the microwave I went to get it out and serve him he smacked my hand and left me for fingerprints on my handthen two other occasions he true kool aid in my face the whole cup when I was sleeping all I heard him say that but you might as well wake up a glass of water in my face while I was still in bed this last time I'm hopefully really considering that it's the last time not that easy but this time he smacked me 3 times my right side of my face got the pictures and all five finger prints on my face and everything second time he struck me I fell to the floor and heard a ringing next day and had to go to the ER cuz I couldn't take the pain results was I had a busted eardrum my face is still swollen where my jewels were swollen with them and my temple they gave me 800 milligram ibuprofen 16 percocet for the pain and it drops for a busted eardrum and yet I don't know how to leave him but can say that I don't feel the same to him and when it comes to being intimate if I don't give it to him I'm scared he'll take it cuz he has told me beforeI am scared my family don't know but I get no support if I was to tell my dad because he used to beat my mom and we are from Puerto Rico it seems like all the men beat the woman I'm open to any suggestions from anybody...< Love Why You Treat Me So Bad>...